Bad Behavior

Chapter 46

Mynetta in M/M
Mynetta POV

"Riane stop!"I screamed for the third time this morning.

All I wanted to do was sleep the morning away since all I did yesterday was work my ass off to pay these bills. I have work later today and I deserve some sleep but Riane's annoying ass is pestering me.

After I graduated college, I went on to become a clothes designer but I manage a store named Pure Detroit that sales clothes, on the side. Yesterday, I was in the factory all day, creating new clothing designs with my team and after that I had to stop by Pure Detroit to make sure things were running smoothly. I make about $130,000 a year and that's enough to pay the bills and keep Riane happy.

After what happened between Dr—Vanessa and I, I needed something to replace her. I was hurt to say the least, about what happened and I just needed company. And like a dumbass would, I called on Riane but she hasn't been doing a good job on replacing Vanessa. No one can replace Vanessa and what we had years ago. It's been four years since I last heard from her and I tried to get over her but I just couldn't. I wish I never hit up Riane that week after because we've been together ever since. I don't know how because all we do is fuss and fight every day but she continuously tells me that she loves me. I don't love her. Vanessa is the only girl I'll ever love and that's a fact. I don't even have a real connection with Riane, like I did with Vanessa.

I've contemplated on moving down to Louisiana to find Vanessa, get close to her and try to rekindle our old relationship but I just can't do that without looking suspicious. I don't know where she resides even though we still follow each other on Snapchat and instagram. She doesn't really post on Instagram, but she posts a shitload on Snapchat. I watch every single snap she posts and she does the same for me. I be so tempted to just hit her up on Snapchat and catch up with her but I know I can't do that now. I missed my chance to try to work with her and fix things. Plus, it looks like she moved on with life and just forgot all about me.

She has a new girlfriend, named Alexis. I know this from watching the videos she posts on Snapchat and the photos the Alexis girl uploads on Vanessa's Snapchat. She's pretty and she has a nice body, I'll give her that. But she'll never be me though.

Vanessa is very picky with her women so I just know that the Alexis chick and I have some similarities. I just don't want to know what the similarities are.

Riane's loud screaming bought me out of my thoughts. I looked up to see her screaming in my face to listen to her and stop daydreaming.

"What?"I asked.

She smacked me across the face. I gasped.

"I wouldn't have to hit you if you were paying attention to what I was saying."She shrugged. See, that's one of the many things that I hate about being with Riane. If I'm not giving her all of my attention, she'll get made and turn the conversation physical. She hits me and I hit her right the fuck back which leads to bigger arguments and more fighting. We fist fight most of the time and after, I'm forced to make it up to her like I'm the one in the wrong, by sexing her to sleep. I wish Vanessa was laid up in this bed with me, not Riane. Vanessa and I wouldn't be fussing and fighting all day, we'd be having fun with each other and enjoying spending our days together.

Without thinking, I mushed her face which made her back up from my face. Her eyes widened, like she was shocked that I hit her back. Before I knew it, she had tackled me, sending us both flying off of the bed and to the other side of the room.

She was on top of me, sending blows to my face and upper body, like she normally does. And I let her. I let her tire herself out so that I can get my turn to beat her ass like she's doing to me. This is not healthy for her or for me and I know it isn't. I am miserable here, with her, in this big house.