Bad Behavior

Chapter 61

The next day—
Vanessa POV

I️ had just arrived at the club to work a few shifts tonight. Yesterday was crazy as bat shit and today, I️ still felt guilty. Guiltier than before.

When I️ walked into the dressing room, as usual, I️ spoke to everyone I️ knew except Mena. She spoke to me but I️ ignored her.

I️ had to separate myself from her to prevent whatever else was going to happen. I️ had to. I️ fucked up once and I️ be damned if I️ fuck up again.

So, for the rest of the night, I️ talked to no one. I️ just completed the four shifts I️ had and went home. I️ left the club with $3,000 tonight which was good enough for me. I️ didn't care.

"Hey um, Vanessa?!"I️ heard Mena shout to me as I️ walked out of the club and into the parking lot.

I️ sped up and finally reached my car that felt like it was a hundred miles away.

"Vanessa!"She said through heavy breaths once she caught up to me.

I️ continued to ignore her. I️ was able to sit half of my body inside of the car but she stopped me from closing the car door.

"Just let me explain myself, please,"She started.

"What's there to explain?"I️ snapped. "We kissed, you fingered me. That's all that happened and I️ regret every single second of it. I️ fucked up my marriage."I️ blurted.

"You regret it?"She asked. Her voice had gone soft and her facial expression showed that she was hurt. Damn...

"Yes, I️ do. It's the worst thing I've ever done."

"Worst thing you've ever done?"She repeated. I️ nodded.

"Seemed like you liked it when it was happening."She added with a shrug as if she didn't believe what I️ said.

"Yes, I️ did like it. It was a in the moment type thing and it can not happen again."I️ warned her.

"Why not? You said your girl is in jail. Can I️ just keep the bed warm while she's gone, and when she comes back I'll leave you alone."She suggested but I️ rolled my eyes.

"Not happening. I'm not going to cheat on her again."

"She doesn't even have to know."

"I️ don't know what your definition of loyalty, love and respect is but it's clear that you think they're something totally different than they actually are. Goodbye Mena."I️ tried to shut my door again but she stopped it once again.

"Vanessa, stop!"

"Girl what?!"I️ was starting to get annoyed with her.

"Don't you think I'm pretty? I️ mean, look at this ass."She gestured towards her face then turned around and bent over to poke out her ass. She did have a fat ass, fatter than Mynetta's and that's okay. I️ still don't want her anyways so it doesn't matter. "And these titties!"She added, turning back to face me. She shook her double d cup titties in my face. They were spilling out of the top of the too little bra she had on.

"I️ don't care about your physical features."I️ stated blatantly.

"Just admit it, I'm a fine ass bitch with a banging ass body!"She chuckled.

"You are but what's on the outside doesn't compare to what's on the inside. I️ have to get home to my kids. Have a nice night."I️ was finally able to shut my door and speed off.

That didn't last long because the bitch jumped on the roof of my car. I️ slammed on the break which made her fly forward and land in the middle of the parking lot.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!"I️ shouted after I️ rolled my window down.

"It's really cold out here."She told me as she rubbed her arms.

"Can I️ warm up in your car. Just for a few minutes please ?"She asked. I️ shrugged and decided to let her in. She slid into the passenger seat and shut the door, buckling her seat belt.

"You said for a few minutes."I️ looked at her as if she was crazy.

"I️ know. But I️ had to get comfortable."She giggled as she turned the heater up.

"You wouldn't be cold if you had dressed appropriately. A bra that's not even your size, a thong and heels. Really? Why you let yourself walk out of the house like that."I️ sighed and just turned the radio on.

SZA's "The Weekend" began to play and Mena went crazy. "This my song!"She screamed as she started to twerk in the seat.

"I️ just keep 'em satisfied through the weekend. You like nine to five, I'm the weekend oh oh! Make 'em lose his mind every weekend!"She screamed and I️ just watched her.

"Knowin' I'm desperate..."She kept on. "Very desperate."I️ said under my breath.

"How you want me when you gotta girl?"

"I️ don't want you. You want me."I️ blurted.

"Like is you comin' home? Is you out with her? I️ don't care long as you're here by 10:30–,"I️ cut her off by turning the music down.

"Shut the fuck up! That's enough of that."I️ shouted making her quiet down.

"Wish I️ could have you for the weekend."She pouted.

"Well ya' can't and I️ think it's time for you to go."I️ retorted. She was really starting to piss me off.

"Really like, me and you? We could be something if you just, give me a chance."She carries on.

"I'm married."

"You weren't married yesterday when you let me finger you."She clapped back.

"I️ told you it was an in the moment type thing so just let it go."

"How am I️ supposed to just let it go? Vanessa, I'm attracted to you. A lot. You're beautiful, you're smart, you take great care of those kids to say you doing it by yourself, and don't even get me started on that kitty. That was some sweet, tight pussy."She smiled.

She was saying all the right things to get me off but I️ just wish it wasn't her. I wish I️ was home, with Angel, Alicia and Mynetta. My actual family. Not working at a strip club and hanging with these types of people.

Yesterday was the start of something bad. Really bad.

Something that could possibly ruin my life but at the moment, I️ was in the moment and... I️ didn't care what the outcome of my next actions would be.

So I️ did it. I️ leaned in and kissed her, hoping that she'd bring back the feeling she gave me yesterday.

I️ still wish that that was Mynetta pleasuring me like this, but for now, Mena would just have to substitute...

C. Baby