just stop
please
stop it
stop yelling
stop hitting me
stop slapping me
stop throwing things at me
stop breaking things
stop screaming at me
stop slamming the doors
(im afraid they'll break)
stop
(i'm afraid i'll break)
i can't continue eating or living in this
house really
with
you both blaming each other
and blaming me
for something none of us did
im tired
ive been tired for so long
im tired of YOU especially
trying to tell me things
that don't help
im tired
God lay me down to rest
because i don't know how much more i want
to deal with this
dont tell me how you deal with things
because you're you
and i'm me
and we're different
im done for today
i want to be done forever
but i cant
i fucking cant
so please stop
you do what you do
and i do what i do
and what i do is make dumb decisions
to get your screaming out of my head
but im afraid
there isn't enough
sleeping pills to make me pass out and forget
drinks to numb me
flowers to pick for every hurt memory
papers to write my insanity on
roads to walk on to get far from here
time to pass
just
i'm alright
really, i am
there's just alot of pent up things within
