'dying to let you know'
you probably wouldn't believe me but
in the middle of the laughter
and the dumb jokes
more than a part of me,
was dying to let you know
what i thought in that moment
what i felt.i was dying to let you know
the things you silently anticipated to hear.
it was there, at the tip of my tongue,
so, so close to slipping out.i clenched my teeth and bit my tongue,
because that was such a good moment.
it was all okay and if i did let it slip out,
that good moment would've all been for nothing.i'm dying to let you know that,
doing that came with a sense of regret,
but if i were to ruin that very second
where it felt, and seemed alright,i would've regretted that more.