you're difficult to love,
just like i am.i'm not sure what to do
because it seems like anything i do,
will hurt you.i wish you knew that it hurts me
more than it hurts you,
when you pull awayever since i was told
that i'm dyingi promised myself
i can't keep sitting around
being scared
i can't keep being scared to—speak up
raise my hand
make a move
make a decision
take risks
break rules
liveso please, stop making me scared
you make me scared
that you'll turn your back
because you don't want to get hurt
and of course
i don't blame you for not wanting to get hurtbut i get hurt too, you know.
but that's besides the point.