Broken

Chapter 20 - Gone

Natalie's P.O.V

Trying to out run the voices, nothing seemed to be working. Every time I took a step, a new word would come to me.

slut, fat , fake, no one loves you!

Is all I herd.

Beeps of cars went off as I ran in front of them. Nothing seemed to stop the voice inside my head, screaming at me. It seemed as the street were calling me stupid. And I already know everyone hates me. So what's the point?

I finally get passed the cars. I look around me and see a forest near by. Even though it's was dark outside, I was not scared. I ran as fast as my legs could go. I ran deep into the forest and never looked back once. I stopped to catch my breath. I laid down on the cold, hard ground, and looked up. All I saw was the moon that lit up the night sky and the stars. I smiled, and for once in my life, I felt free. And I couldn't be more happier.

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Cameron's P.O.V

We were all sitting down on the beach, around the fire. We were laughing at stupid jokes the boys told, and Nash's singing.

We heard something coming from the woods close by the beach. That shut us all up.

"What was that?" I heard Carly whispered and she scooted closer to Nash.

I looked towards the woods and I thought I saw someone running. I got up and went closer to get a good view. No one was there. I shrugged.

"Probably just the wind." I said. They just nodded and went back to laughing.

I looked at the woods again. I knew it was not the wind. It was a person. But why were they here? And why would they run into the woods at night?

I shook my head and ignored it. I am not going to ruin the night just because I saw something.

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Carly's P.O.V

It was getting late, and we had to go. We packed up and head over to Cameron's car. We all got into the car and turned on the radio, singing along to random songs.

"Tonight was fun! we should do this again sometime!" I said. They all laughed and nodded.

I wished Natalie was here, even though we are not that close anymore, she still means a lot to me. I might not mean anything to her anymore, but I am not giving up on her.

I sighed and looked out the window. I stared at the forest and than looked up at the sky. Me and Natalie used to come here at night and just look up at the sky, laughing at each other. I smiled at that thought. I turned my head and looked strait ahead. I saw someone running, and we were about to hit them.

"Cam look out!" I screamed.

He turned his head to the street, and once he saw the person, he slammed on to the break. I hit my head on the seat in front if me. I looked up and saw the person, it was a girl. She had her hands on the car, as if she stopped it. I saw her look up, and I could not believe what I was seeing;

It was Natalie.

As soon as she saw me, she ran away into the forest. I unbuckled my seat belt as fast as I could, and unlocked the door. I ran out into the cold night and chased her into the forest.

"Carly no!" I heard Nash scream. I just ignored him and kept running.

I chased her down a hill, I was so close to grabbing her. But we both tripped on the branches and rolled down the hill. And As soon as we stopped, I reached out as far as I could of and grabbed her foot and held it tightly.

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Natalie's P.O.V

I felt Carly grab my foot. I struggled to get out of her grip, but she would not let go.

I looked around me and found a perfect size rock. I grabbed the rock, and held it tightly In my hand. I lifted my foot up, getting ready to kick to her. But before I could do anything, she let go of my foot. I guess she knew what I was about to do.

I stood up quickly and looked behind me, there was a lake there. I turned my head and looked at Carly, she was standing there looking at me.

"Get out of my way Carly." I said through my teeth.

"No." she smirked.

"Just move!" I screamed at her. She just stood there.

I looked down at the rock in my hands, and back at her. I lifted up my arm getting ready to throw the rock. But before I could, Nash came out of nowhere and jumped in front if her.

"You wouldn't do it." he said. He was right, I wouldn't. "she's your best friend."

"Was." I corrected him. I put my arm back down.

"Now drop the rock." Nash said Carefully.

Don't do it! Throw it at them!

The voice inside my head screamed. I ignored it and shook my head.

Throw it! They deserve it! Why should you care about them!

The voice screamed again. The voice was right, why should I care about them.

I looked at Carly, then Nash, and then at the rock. I lifted my arm once again, and this time I threw the rock, right at them.

As soon as I threw it I turned around, getting ready to run into the lake. I didn't even care, I just wanted to get out of here. But it was too late. A strong pair of arms grabbed my waist. I struggled to get out, but they would not let go.

"Let me go!" I screamed.

"Never." The familiar voice said. It was Cameron's.

I kept kicking and screaming, hoping he would get tried of holding me, and just let me go. But of course he didn't.

"Stop fighting it! I'm not gonna let go." I ignored him.

The more I kicked and struggled, the tighter his grip got. Once I realized that he was not going to let go, I stop trying to get out of his grip. I would of never got out anyways. He was stronger then me, and I was just weak.

Once I stopped, I just lost it. I felt his grip get loose, as I slowly fell to the ground, crying and screaming. I hugged my knees and looked up. They were all here, staring at me with sadness written all over their face.

Why would they care about me?

They don't, know one does. You're worthless, no one wants you.

The voice said. And for once it was right, it was always right. I was worthless, and no one wanted me.

So why am I still here? I can't live like this anymore. No one cares about me, and they never will.

So why should I live and go through all this pain, when I can just easily ended it, and make all the pain go away?

No one would care if I do.

No one.

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A/N

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