Broken

Chapter 69 - Choices

Natalie's P.O.V

My disappointment in her is so horrible, I can't believe she just won't go for it. I know what's supposed to happen I can feel it, but she won't listen to me that they need to be together."Maddie you belong with him, just go for it. Why are you scared?"

"I know we hang out a lot, but he doesn't like me. You and him are meant to be!" Maddie says.

I have to tell her what I saw. I have to tell her so she will do it. I have to make things right before I leave.

"Maddie you and him belong together, I saw it." I whisper.

"How?!" She demands.

"When I was in the coma, I saw what it's supposed to be like. You were bad for a reason, you learned your lesson, and know it's time that he fixes you, I just know it."

She runs her hands through her hair."You're wrong, we can only be friends. I messed up his life. You guys were meant to be, not me and him."

I put my head down and smile,"Maddie, this all happened for a reason."

She rolled her eyes at me."No it didn't. I made a bad choice and it ended up with you getting kidnapped, your relationship with Cameron and everyone else got ruined, and you almost died for god's sake! And it's all because of me!"

She's so stupid right now, why won't she take my advise! I know what she did And I forgave her, I don't get why she just can't forgive herself!

"Just go for it!" Without saying a word, she slammed the door shut leaving me there alone to think.

Her and Cameron belong together I see it, I know it, and I believe it. She has to choose which way to go, it's either to go down the right way, or the wrong way. I can only help so much and then she's on her own. Hopefully she's not an idiot and picks the right way, or she's gonna screw up her life for good.

Lying on my bed, I start to think about everyone in my life and how I've hurt them, how i've disappointed them. I'm sorry for everything I put them through and I just wish I could say it to them. I feel bad for Cameron 'cause I hurt him the worst, and I can't forget I hurt Carly really bad too. All I can do here is think about my mistakes that I can't fix, and it's horrible. But today, I guess I'm going into this group meeting to talk about my feelings, it's one step to getting out of here.

A nurse came in and put handcuffs on me, afraid that I would do something and run away. We go down the hall and all I see is blue and yellow. I guess they're trying to make us happy, but it's not working. They take me to this room with chairs in a circle. I see five girls, that looked either mad and sad.

"Everyone this is Natalie, and I hope everyone is nice to her today. Okay so let's get started."

She stares at everyone hoping they would raise their hand to share, and when no one did, she called on someone."Kelly? How about you share," she says in a kind voice.

Kelly gives a glare and opens her mouth."I'm Kelly and I tried to kill myself a lot of times.I got bullied at school because of my eating disorder. I took to many pills, I tried drowning myself, I tried a lot of things and nothing killed me. I've been here for 9 months and I won't leave anytime soon." Wow, she's a downer. I am too but she's worse, I think.

Next up was a girl named Jessica,"I'm Jessica and I got bullied at school a lot. The depression started coming and soon enough I started cutting myself, hoping I found the right answer. But...I didn't and my parents found out. They took me to a therapist and thought I was okay until a girl at school told my teacher that I was making a YouTube of me saying goodbye and taking a lot of sleeping pills. But I only did it to show those people what they did to me, and that's when they sent me here. I'm getting out next week and starting school online. And Also I've been here for two years."