Broken

Chapter 56 - Disappointed

Shawn's P.O.V

Sitting in the bedroom, I can hear Matt and Carter moaning and groaning 'cause of all the drama that's going on. I can't blame them, I hate drama so much. It's so annoying, even more annoying when I make it, because then I have to get in it.

I can't get Natalie off my mind, I actually started getting feeling for her, but I had to crush her before I got the chance to tell her the truth about my feelings. Now she is just the crazy girl we all know. Met me tell you something, if you really spend time with her, she's not crazy, she's just a person with worse problems then you. She has the power to defeat her problems. I know she does because I believe in her.

I hated myself for hurting her and Cameron, and then not listening to Cam when he told me she got kidnapped.

I also lost my chance on going on tour with Austin Mahone, I was too late. He took some other kid instead. I should have been focused on my career, not drama. Cameron and I aren't that close anymore either, I guess I knew that would happened anyways.

"Shawn we're going out to eat before we head home. Wanna go?" Aaron and the Jacks ask.

I just shake my head and roll over to my other side. I probably should go talk to Natalie, I'm just not sure how. I feel so bad I don't know if I can face her, I don't know how anyone can face her.

It's weird, she flipped my world upside down and now my life almost revolves around her.

It's like everyone's life revolves around her.

I don't think I can live like this.

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Mahogany's P.O.V

Our lips crashed together causing everything to seem silent to us. Was this really happening? was JOX becoming real? or did he just want to kiss me to kiss me? I don't know, but all I know is that I like it.

As we broke apart, I stare into his eyes,"wow," I whisper. He rests his nose on mine and says the same thing.

"So what does this mean?" I asked.

Jacob just shakes his head and shrugs his shoulders."Mahogany, I like you a lot, but I don't wanna ruin our friendship so let's stay friends for now."

What?! How could we just be friends? How could I ever forget this? I'm never gonna look at him in the same way. Just friends? Why? I wanna be with him, I always wanted to be with him.

How can I just let this go?

Walking away, I see Taylor waiting for me, he was my best friend and I'm hoping he can make me feel better about this whole thin because I don't know how I can just be friends with Jacob.

"Hey," I say.

"Hey," he says. "Ready to go? Oh and just put your stuff in my car. Your going back to North Carolina right?"

I nod,"Yeah."

"Okay let's just drive together."

I smiled,"Sounds good. Now let's go shopping!"

Jumping in the car we drive to the little baby store 'max and izzys' that was just down the street.

As I was walking in the store, I spot something that I know little Grier will love.

"Taylor! It's little ears for baby Grier!" I yell while I snatched the bear ear headband. This is prefect for little Grier. Taylor laughed and continued to look for a gift.

I saw him pick out this little onesie. He gives it to the lady to personalize it. About twenty minutes later, he comes out with this onesie that says; Magcon baby and on the back it says little Grier. I love that onesie even more then the one I made. Taylor always had the best ideas. He bought her a tie dye shirt with a bandanna, of course he would buy that.

Once we payed for our things, we left the store and went into the car. I could tell there was something wrong with Taylor. I mean he hadn't talked for half an hour and when he tried, nothing came out. The one thing he said was our baby gifts were awesome and then he stopped talking.

"Taylor is something wrong?" He just smirked at me."Taylor you can tell me," this time he just frowned.

"I don't know how to tell you." What does he mean he doesn't know how to tell me?

"Come on, please." Finally he was about to say this little speech, I could tell because whenever it's gonna be long, he always clears his throat.

"Umm...do you remember on the second week we did the magcon tour when the idea just came out? And we were at the hotel room alone?"

"Yeah what about it?" Oh no he is gonna bring something up I said, I think I know what it is already.

"You told me you liked me, and I always had feeling for you ever since. And when I saw you and Jacob, it kinda crushed me," he said sadly.

I was right, I do remember when I told him that. I probably should not of because I knew he would hold on to it. I just thought he would never like me back.

"Oh okay. Well you don't have to worry, Jacob doesn't want to date me anyway. And Taylor, I'm just not sure how I feel a-"

"It's fine. I shouldn't of told you anyways, so just forget it I even said anything."

How can I forget? because I do like him as well, I'm just so twisted in love that I can't think clearly.

Good job mahogany, why did you do this to yourself?

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