Broken

Chapter 58 - Heart Breaks

Taylor's P.O.V

I never liked telling people my feelings. I always got crushed and I knew mahogany would never like me anymore.

I was still driving the car and it was getting late so we stopped at a hotel for the night. "Taylor I don't want you to feel sad over this whole thing, okay? Please let's just stay friends until I know how I feel for you."

That's all we would ever be; friends. So why does it matter? "Yeah, sure. You can have the bed, I'll take the couch." I say.

She just gives me a sad look. I guess she wanted me to hold her tonight like I always did with all the breakups she had. I would spend the night with her and let her cry it out. I just laid there holding her until her tears stopped. She mostly would cry over Jacob.

As I was about to go lay on the couch, Mahogany started to talk,"Taylor? Will you please lay with me?" Of course I came over to the bed, making sure she was okay."You know I love you,"she says.

"Yeah...you know I love you too."

"Friends?" she asks.

I smiled,"Best friends."

While I Played with her hair, I can hear her mumble stuff in her sleep. I just can't make out what she's saying. So I just stay quite and keep playing with her curly, soft, red hair until I fall asleep.

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I opened my eyes and looked next to me, my eyes went wide and I jump up to see that mahogany was not here. Where is she? I thought.

That's when I watch the door open and the girl with the ears was holding some bagels as she walked in. "Got us breakfast!" She said excitedly. I smiled, I loved bagels.

She walked over to me and handed me a bagel. I looked at mahogany and see her beautiful smile. Oh how I loved her smile, I have loved it for a long time.

"So, are we ready to go?" I ask

"Yup, let's hit the road! Only three more hours left!" She laughs.

We got all of our stuff and left the hotel. Once we got in the car, I turn up the music to hear "she will be loved" by Maroon 5. This was the song that was on when mahogany told me that she liked me. It was my favorite song because it reminded me of the best day of my life.

"Turn this up! I love it!" Mahogany yelled.

I turned the song up louder. I look at her as I hear her beautiful voice singing. "I don't mind spending everyday, sitting out in the pouring rain, looking for that girl with a broken smile, ask if she wants to stay awhile." I smile so bright and do does she.

I think she remembers that night too.

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Cameron's P.O.V

Sitting in Natalie's room, I watch her stare blankly at the wall. I hated seeing her this sad and depressed. I just wanted to just go up and hug her, but I wasn't sure if I should, or if she would hurt me if I tried.

"Cameron, you know I don't know what we are," she says sadly.

"Me either," I say.

She just looks at me sadly and puts her head down. I don't know what to say anymore, because I think that spark I used to have every time I was with her, was leaving me.

"I don't know how long I'll be in here because I have no progress. So, I think it's time you let go of me. You deserve somebody else, somebody better."

I see the tears falling from her eyes. It broke my heart every time I saw her cry. "Natalie, I love you. I don't wanna move on," I say while looking into her tear stained eyes.