Broken

Chapter 44 - Back Home

Natalie's P.O.V

Carly's... Carly's... pregnant?

But how? She never seemed like the kinda girl to do that. I-I can't believe she's pregnant.

My stomach knots as the plane takes off, I look and my wrist and tears fall out my eyes.

Oh stop crying. You love to cut, it takes your pain away. You're such a baby, and Carly was a slut. How could you not see.

The voice of my mother kept going on about how stupid I was, how blind I am, how nobody cares for me. At this point I don't know who to believe. Maybe I'll just look away from my scars, so the talking in my head would go away for awhile.

Cameron was listening to music, so that's when I decided to ask the question I have been dying to ask."Umm, Cam? Can I ask you something?"

"Yeah, anything. Shoot."

"Why did you and Maddie kiss?" The words just few out of my mouth. They just preyed open my lips and jumped out, hoping air would push them up.

He looked at me and sighed,"She went to tell me something and she tripped. She just tripped and our lips just bumped. I'm sorry." He said.

I wanted to believe his story so bad, but I wasn't sure If I knew how to believe him anymore though. I kinda just told him that I believed him and he was forgiven when he really wasn't. I just don't know how to forgive or to believe right now. The best thing I could do was, lie. It came easy to me and I knew how it worked, I was basically a good liar, since I've done it so many times. Even though people say I'm horrible at it. And I was. But after the whole kidnapping thing, I got better at it.

Finally, I close my eyes and let my imagination take me somewhere no one would ever find me.

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Nash's P.O.V

Smashing my fist against the stupid alarm clock, I shake Carly awake. "Babe, it's eight. We need to be at the doctors at nine thirty."

She moaned and jumped up, "not again." She said running. Following her, I enter the bathroom and hold her hair as she hacks up our dinner from last night.

After she gets done, she goes and gets ready. I throw on my vans, and my obey shirt with some shorts. It takes me a few minutes to do my hair and by that time, it was nine o'clock. I open Hayes' door and tell him I'm leaving, and that he should not leave the house. He just puts up his thumbs pretending to care.

"Babe you done?" I say, knocking on my door. The door knob twists and I see my sweet angle crying. "What's wrong?"

She hugs me, "I'm just fat, and I look horrible, and these hormones keep acting up." I can't help but laugh.

She looked so cute with her little baby bump. Her hair was in a messy bun and she had a shirt from pink on, with some shorts. The baby bump fit perfectly with her shirt and she looks absolutely adorable.

"You are not fat, you are beautiful with that baby bump."

She smiled at me, "really?" She sniffled.

"Really." I repeated.

I help her down the stairs and we finally get into the car. I rest my one hand on my leg and feel something grab it. Carly and I's fingers we intwined. Holding her hand made me feel like home and makes me feel safe safe. Her hand rested perfectly in mine. I could tell she was nervous.

"Mr. and Mrs.Grier," the nurse said. We walked side by side into the room.

The doctor did the little ultra-sound thing. I saw my baby's heart beat, I created a life, a heart is thumping because of me. I created a life, something that means so much to me, that every little heart beat made me smile.

"Now we don't know the sex yet, but when you come back in a week we will know." Carly had tears streaming down her face. Wiping each one away, I Bent down and kissed her stomach.

"I love you both so much."

She put her hand on my check, "we love you too."

My heart raced at the thought of me being a father. I could teach my son football and couch his team. Or if we had a girl, I could eat ice cream all night with her and make sure no boy hurt her. My son and I could also go fishing.

Every thought came to me, I'm going to be a dad.

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Haye's P.O.V

I woke up to hearing knocking on my door. Slowly, I make my way to the door. Grabbing the knob, I see Cameron, Maddie and, Natalie at the door I thought Natalie was dead. Where was she all this time? How did they find her? But all my focus were on her cuts and bruises. They were everywhere, and I mean everywhere.

"Umm, hayes can Natalie and I go take a nap in your room? Please." Cam said.

He gave me that come on you have too look, so of course I let him. They slowly waddle up the stairs to my room. I look at maddie hoping she will tell me what went on.

"So, what's happening?! She has been gone for months and is back all beat up!" I yell.

"Hayes, it's a long complicated story. "

"We have time." I cross my arms over my chest.

She gives me a long look and swallows,"Hayes, she umm.. got kidnaped okay? I worked in this horrible business and I don't know. She just kinda got kidnapped and they beat and raped her. Sorry, it's just so confusing." I don't get why they didn't tell me this sooner. I feel really bad for her and I love her. It's just that I'm kinda pissed that they never told me.

"And you never told Nash or Carly?"

She gave me another long look, "no." She whispered.

I knew she never did, and Cameron knew about this too. I also know that Nash and Carly are gonna be more pissed then me.

I shook my head,"Good going. I can't wait till Carly and Nash come home. Fun fun." I roll my eyes at her.

"Hayes, I understand your mad, but come on. We did this to protect you."

Oh come on. She is such a stupid bitch. "Shut the fuck up Maddie. We could of helped you, but you know? You guys never told us and it took forever to get her back. Your so... Never mind just go in my room with them. " I walked out of the kitchen, and then fall on the couch, just waiting for Nash and Carly to get home.

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