Together by faith

Chapter 41.

The time passed by extremely fast and before I knew it, Alexander and I were back in the city of New York with only one week left on our break. Italy was amazing and I don't think I ever have been so happy in my whole life.
- Even though I loved being away for a while, it's nice to be back home, Alexander said when we arrived back to his college dorm after a long trip
- I still can't believe that you talked Italian almost fluently with that waiter, I answered and smiled at my boyfriend
- Did you like it?
- Mhm yeah, it was hot
Alec put his arms around my waste and kisses me passionately on the lips.
- I didn't know that you had a kink for Italian guys, Alec whispered when we broke the kiss for air
- It's not Italian guys, it's you
We kissed one more time and after that, we started to unpack our things so we wouldn't have to do it another time. When we finally were done with that, we sat down beside each other on the couch in the living room. Alec put one of his arms around me and thereafter, he turned on the TV. From time to time, Alexander placed kisses on my hands that he was holding in his and sometimes he even took the opportunity to press a short kiss on my neck and shoulder that gave me goosebumps.
- What do you want to do tomorrow? Alexander asked
- It doesn't matter as long as I'm with you, I answered which made Alec smile
- Look, I know that you're probably not going to like what I'm going to say, but I really think we should find out where your father lives and pay him a visit
- I don't know, Alexander. What if he doesn't want to meet me? I answered
- He want to, trust me. That was why my father visit us one week ago, wasn't it? To tell you that his coworkers had contacted your father and being told that he wants to meet you, Alec said
- I'm scared
- It's okay to be scared, Magnus. I'm going to be by your side all the time
- What if he doesn't like me, or worse, what if he doesn't accept us? I don't remember anything about him. What if he's homophobic? I panicked and felt how my breathing started to hitch
- Hey, calm down. Your father is going to love you and it doesn't matter if he doesn't like me because it's our feelings for each other that matters. It wouldn't matter if he would be homophobic either because it's not like we give two fucks about what my father thinks and he's homophobic, right? Alexander said
- Yeah, maybe you're right. I just want someone from my family to actually care about me and not just see me as a abomination, I answered and sighed
- I don't ever want to hear that you call yourself that word again. Do you understand? Alec said with a stern voice
- I'm sorry
- Magnus, you're the most beautiful person I ever have met and I don't think you ever will understand how much I actually love you
- I love you too, Alexander. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be here right now, I answered and gave him a small smile
- We're going to find your father tomorrow and no matter what happens, I won't leave you side, Alec said
- I just wish I could remember him so he wouldn't be a total stranger, I answered
- I wasn't planning on telling you this because I didn't want to sound weird, but I have actually hired Izzy to do some research about you father
- You have?
- I'm sorry, Alec answered
- Alexander, don't apologise. I'm happy that you're willing to go through so much to help me. Have Isabelle told you anything about him? I asked
- Not yet, she's probably still sitting in front of her computer. I can call her if you want? The clock is only 8pm so she should be awake
- No, you don't have to. You have already done so much for me, I answered
- Nonsense. You're my boyfriend and I would do everything for you.
Alexander took out his phone front his back pocket and dialled a number that I would assume belonged to Isabelle. They talked for a while and I could tell that Alexander was just as curious as me to find out if Izzy had made any progress.
- What did she say? I asked when they finally hung up
- His name is Nicolas Bane, just like my father told us. He's 45 years old and according to Izzy, he's one of America's most famous heart surgeons, Alec said
- Really? That's pretty cool
- Izzy didn't find anything about a wife or other children either but I don't know
- God, I can't believe I'm going to meet my father after so long time, I answered and felt how my hands started to shake
- Magnus, everything is going to be just fine and if your father now wouldn't accept us as a couple, I couldn't care less. I love you and you love me, that's all that really matters, Alexander answered and smiled at me
- What would I do without you?
- Shut up and kiss me, he said
I laughed and seconds later, I pressed my lips against his in a passionate kiss that started cute and romantic but when I felt Alexanders hands in my hair, the kiss got a lot more heated.
- You're such a good kisser, I whispered when we broke the kiss
- Do you really think so? Alec asked
- Of course
- If I'm going to be honest, I was worried when I kissed you for the first time. Like you already know, I have never been in a relationship before and you kinda were my first everything, Alexander answered
- Alexander Lightwood, I have kissed different kind of people and I have also had a couple of one nightstands, like I already have told you, but I want you to know that no one has ever made me feel as good as you do. Whenever you kiss me, a thousands of butterflies are born inside of me and every time you touch me, I only want more, I said
- Really? Alec asked and looked at me with wide eyes
- Why would I ever lie to you?
- I love you so much, he answered and pressed his lips hard against mine and as an answer, I let out a quiet moan
- You and I forever, right? Alec asked
- You and I forever, I answered

STAY AWESOME ❤️ -Mathilda