My Skin On You

Reunited

A year later almost End of 2013 age 19
I spent a year by myself in my new 21 million dollar mansion with my two story walk in closet and my new Mercedes-Benz G wagon no body else just me i went to church everytime there was service when i had a bad day i prayed with my

pastor carl and his family i even baby sat him and his wife lauras kids a couple times i prayed by myself a lot i listened to worship songs i ate more i got out of bed more and exrised more

i healed completely and im healthy and extremely happy i got my first ever tattoo its a cross on my forearm and my hair is still short its november 18th and im moving back to la today i bought a small three bedroom house and took all my stuff

home i wrote a bunch of songs about everything that has happened and im ready to go back i logged back into my social media accounts i buying all my christmas presents now so i dont have to worry

I forgave justin for what happen ill never forget what he did but i needed to forgive myself fjrst and i did at first i felt like i failed myself and im in a really good place right now my mom and Jeremy are not together anymore

and my family blames justin for my depression and i did to for a long time but our break up is what caused it i thought it was my fault that i did something and im okay now

I heard that justin has been dating selena on and off since before i went on tour so im glad hes happy i think he is

Next morning 2 am i flew to canada

with my family my mom and justins mom are friends and ive never met her so i think i get to met her when were up there i just hope justin doesnt come too

I went to sleep

10 am I woke up in the guest room and put my glasses on and got up and walked into the bathroom and shut the door i used the bathroom then wiped and stood up and flushed pulled my underwear and shorts up and washed my hands and walked out i downstairs "good morning sleepy" my mom said i sat

down on the bar stool at the counter "morning" i told her she handed me tea "um pattie asked if justin could come i love pattie but her son is a vile human being and will never be excepted into are family again" "mom stop it's not his fault i don't really want him to come but I mean I'm not going to say no let him come" i told her

"Are you sure can you handle that" she asked i nodded unsure

Day before Thanksgiving our thanksgiving not Canadas pattie came over and is helping us cook for tomorrow "hi im noah nice to meet you" i told her "hi im pattie nice to meet you" she told me

.4 oclock we had been cooking all day long and i finally showered and changed out of my pajamas (pic above) i was on the steps "hi justin" my mom said sounding not happy "hi" he said "um is noah here" i heard him say "yeah" my mom says "can you be nice to my son i understand he hurt noah but please" pattie says "im sorry" she said i walked downstairs

"Hello" i said justin looked back at me "hi" he said "are we done cooking" i asked "almost but you dont have to help anymore" my mom told me "k" i said justin was staring at me "why are you staring at me" i asked "you cut your hair" he told me "yeah" i said "when?" He asked "after i canceled my tour i disappeared and i cut it" i told him "did you cut it yourself" he asked i nodded

Our moms started cooking again

"Can i talk to you alone" he asked at first i was worried a little and confused "um sure" i told him "upstairs or" he asked "sure" we walked upstairs and into tthe guest bedroom that was mine for a week i shut the door i sat down on the bed justin stayed standing "whats up" i asked he pulled out an folded piece of paper