My Skin On You

Welcome home

i woke up 3 hours later "my beautiful baby girl, i will always love you, i promise"
justin told Austin i weakly smiled he looked at me "good morning

"mommys awake" he told her i sat up he brought her over to me Justin handed her to me

i looked down at her and smiled "Austin Riley Bieber, We love you" i told her she just looked at me with the prettiest eyes in the world "i could do this again maybe one or two more times" i said "are you saying you want more babies with me" justin said "yeah" i

said he kissed me then pulled away then the doctor came in and said "oh good your up" then the baby started crying "do you want to try and breastfeed her" "um sure" i told her she helped me try to feed her i breastfed her it felt weird "this feels weird" i said "does it hurt" she said "no it just feels weird" i said

"dont worry youll get used to it and it wont be weird anymore" she said i fed Austin until she stopped and started crying i pulled the gown up and tried to burp her once she burped  "here justin put her in the bed" handing her to him he put her in her bed

10 minutes later
she Started crying and her face was red i giggled "what is she doing?" justin asked "shes pooping" i smiled at him "oh" he face was red he waited until she was finished then he changed her diaper

2 Hours later
I woke up to the sound of crying "i know your hungry but i cant feed you i need mommy and mommys sleeping" i heard justin say "im not sleeping" i said "then feed her" he  handed her to me i started breastfeeding her again once she was done i pulled my gown up i burped her

3 days later everyone that was at my baby shower came to meet her also scooter and his family, and all of our friends and today is the day we get to bring her home and im so excited i got dressed and justin got austin dressed and ready

we packed up everything Justin secured her in her versace car seat
i covered the car seat with a blanket so paparazzi wouldn't see her we put everything in the car then i made sure the car seat was secured in the back

right and then we went home i brought her into the house "welcome home Austin" i  picked her up and cradled her head

2 am i was sound asleep i woke up to Austin screaming i looked at justin he was holing her trying to comfort her "i know baby im sorry daddy's here" he told her i stood up and walked over to them "she's hungry" justin handed her to me  i started breastfeeding her i put hthe blanket over her and fed her "thank God for boobs" justin said "justin drew bieber" i said "sorry babe i love you" he told me

I finished feeding her and then burped her then justin and i sung be alright until she fell asleep we went back to sleep

Thanksgiving day
Austin is 6 days old and i finally tweeted about her arrival

Austin Riley Bieber Arrived 10/18/17 and a picture of her at the hospital
And today we are going to scooters for thanksgiving were all wearing (pics above)  and went over to their house
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We were all done eating and in the living room talking "so how is motherhood" yael asked as i was breastfeeding Austin with her blanket over me "um its stressful im exhausted but shes worth it justin gets up with her at night and feeds her so i can sleep" i told her "hes a good dad" i told her justin smiled i felt her butt "oh my god" i gasped "what" justin asked "k time to go" i stood up "what" he asked

"She pooped all over me and its on my hand" i told him "ah the beauty of motherhood here come with me" yael said i followed her justin grabbed the diaper bag and followed we went upstairs justin pulled my top up went grabbed her from me i washed my hands and arms and tried to clean my clothes yael gave me a shirt to wear