My Skin On You

The last chapter

"Holy Mother
We need to talk
I have a secret
That I can't keep
I'm not the girl that
You thought you wanted
Please don't get angry
Have faith in me" I sang I breathed and continued to sing

"Say I shouldn't be here but I can't give up her touch
It is her I love
It is her
Don't you try and tell me that God doesn't care for us
It is her I love
It is her I love

I walk the streets of Mississippi
I hold my lover by the hand
I feel you staring when she is with me
How can I make you understand?

Say I shouldn't be here but I can't give up her touch
It is her I love
It is her
Don't you try and tell me that God doesn't care for us
It is her I love
It is her I love

Oh, I love
No, No
I love
I love
Her I love
Her I love
Her I love
Her I love

Holy Mother
Judge my sins
I'm not afraid of what they will bring
I'm not the girl that you thought you wanted
I love her" I finished the song the audience clapped "give it up for Noah woods-Bieber" she said the show was over and I left

2 weeks later My tour starts today and I'm kinda sad about leaving my kids with Justin but they are going to visit me, anyways tonight is my first show in Seattle they are here then I'm leaving for Vancouver then they are going back

Home my opening acts went on stage then it was my turn to go on my dancers and I are wearing (pics above) and the first song of the set list is No Goodbyes (Dua lipa) so we made a big entrance as I sang
"Maybe one day I can see you
We can smile and wave
And it'll be okay
Maybe one day it'll be cool
We could just be friends
Without the complications that it brings
When we start saying things
Yeah, I hurt you, and you hurt me
Yeah, we did some things that we can never take back
And we tried hard just to fix it
But we broke it more
And so I guess some things are not meant to last
Is it too much to ask" I sang and danced I sang and danced the rest of the song and touched fans hands

3 songs later I changed my outfit into pic above#1 and went on to singing the next song

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I was on all these years I was wearing pic above #2

"This goes out to someone you know"
I said the music started and I started singing

Your hair's grown a little longer
Your arms look a little stronger
Your eyes just as I remember
Your smile's just a little softer
And I, and I never prepared for a moment like that
Yeah, in a second it came all back, it all came back
'Cause after all these years
I still feel everything when you are near
And it was just a quick hello
And you had to go
And you probably will never know
You're still the one I'm after all these years" I finished the rest of the song

...
1 year later
I got home from tour and Justin was waiting for me with the kids I ran into his arms and kissed him passionately then pulled away "I wanna have another baby" I told him "woah babe slow down" he said

"Sorry I missed you" I told him "no worries I already called khloe we're going to have dinner and after dinner tonight we're going to have some Noah and Justin time

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We got ready in (pics above) "woah babe you look hot in that" he said "dont act surprised" i told him "sorry you look hot all the time but your tits" he said "dont call them tits" i told him "okay your boobs look good in that" he said i smiled "I love you" i told him "I love you too" he kissed me passionately then deepened the kiss then pulled away

Khloe came and got the kids and the driver came and we got in the back of the Cadillac Escalade and the driver drove us to the The nice Guy and we had an amazing night filled with love and laughter that ended with my dress on the floor

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The end