My Skin On You

Appendix burst

April 2015 im almost 20 years old and i havent spoken to justin since that message  its been a year i finished my tour justin started his purpose tour in march after his 22nd birthday he has spent the last year trying to get his good boy reputation back and it has been working hes back to the guy i fell in love with but hes still different if that makes any sense

I met up with scooter and his son and wife and hung out "justin is a better person and have you listened to his new album" he asked "no why would I listen to it I'm glad he's doing well and he grew up but I said I was done" i told him "you said you were done with him until he grew up well he grew up" scooter says

"Does he even want me back I'm over him is he over me" i asked "are you over the boy you fell in love with when you weren't supposed to love him like that in the first place but you did anyways and that's what started your music career and are you over the boy

that made you a better person he took you to a homeless shelter where you met your life friend and changed her life forever or are you over the one who partied every night with  a striper and got drunk every night and went to jail because that guy is gone and the guy who you fell in love with is back and found himself he trying to be the man you want him to be isnt that what you

2 weeks later i had thought about what scooter had said for two weeks and about a week ago i started vomiting and there was pain severe abdominal pain and sharp pain, i went to the doctor he didnt know what it was i went home and could not stop vomiting i went to four doctors they dudnt know what was wrong

I knew something was wrong so i went to scooters "whats wrong" they asked i ran into there bathroom and vomiting uncontrollably yael came in and rubbed my back called for a close froend to get jagger and i laid on the couch and  was laying on his couch when yael comes over to me and takes my tempature

"104 noah" she was shocked "it hurts" i cried "were taking you to the hospital" they told me we arrived at the hospital with the best doctors in la at this point i was out of it almost completely

They put me on the bed did a cat scan the test results came back

Scooters pov

"The doctor discovered Noah's appendix had burst and infection was spreading in her body. Time was running out. "We need to get her to immediate surgery call O.R" the doctor says they put her on oxygen and put in a room and put her to sleep and started surgically removing the appendix and the infection we stood in the hallway as they rush her into surgey

While this was happening i called noahs mom and told her what was happening she jumped on a plane and arrived before her daughter was out of surgery

Back to me
My surgery took 6 hours and after i had a tube in me for 4 the infection was completely gone but i felt like crap then put in a room and i laid there with ivs and all kinda of stuff in me i spent the next 4 days in the hospital with my mom by my side

after four days my mom brought me clothes and they gave me a prescription for pain medicine i had help putting on my clothes (pic above) and my mom drove me home my mom put stuff from my bedroom like blankets,pillows, clothes, and my phone charger and an extension chord she went back to canada the next morning and left me by myself i didnt moved unless i had to pee or eat

I got calls from everyone to make sure i was okay i was i was binge watching Austin and ally

Next day scooter texted me

Him: justin is trying to reach out to you i know you dont feel well but just talk to him