My Skin On You

ellen show part 1

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I took justin to his hotel we got to the room "you can sleep" he told me i took my shoes off i crawled into his bed i took my glasses off and crashed

3 hours later i woke up it was 8 am i looked over justin wasnt there "justin" i said he wasnt anywhere to be found then the door opened and he came in with something to eat "whered you sleep" i asked "on the floor i didnt think you wanted me to sleep with you, your boyfriend might flip out" he said "you could of woke me up i would of slept on the floor" i told him "thats okay" he said

1 month later  im suprising harry on tour and im suprising him on stage everyone knows but him all the other guys know and his team knows but he doesnt i was back stage and he was on stage i was wearing (pic above #1) and the turned my microphone on and when the song was over my song style started the guys started singing to harry "midnight you come and pick me up
no headlights
long drive could end in burning flames or paradise
the way of us" liam sang

its been awhile since I've been intertwined with you
(with you)
i should just tell you to leave
'cause i know exactly where this leads
but i watch us go round and round each time" zayn sang and i walked out on stage the crowd went wild harry looked at me i smiled amd started singing to him

"you got that james dean daydream look in your eye
and I got that red lip cassic thing that you like
and when we go crashing down we come back every time 'Cause we never go out of style we never go out of style you've got that long hair slick back, white tshirt" i sang to him he hugged me i finished singing the song

1 month later (still 2014) justin has spent the last few month fucking strippers and that one chick and going to parties getting drunk and shit and out of control he egged someones house im not with harry anymore so justin and i tried to speak and try to have a relationship but he hurt me again so im done i care about his health but im done

So today i am going to the ellen show for a taping that airs next week i was wearing (pic above #2) and i arrived at the studio and greeted fans and took pictures "hi guys how are you" i talked to them then i went in the building i was waiting back stage

our next guest is an extremely genuine and talented 19 year old young women with a big heart who has faces alot of challenges in her life and is here to talk about her life her story and her past up until now please welcome Noah Woods" she said i walked out waving to the studio audience i smiled amd walked over to ellen "hi how are you" she said we hugged then sat down "I'm good you"" i told her "good" she said "okay so let's talk about the past what happened why did you leave"  she asked

I let out a deep breath "um growing i never had anything until I was a teenager and I was 17 years old i became a model i became a singer and I had absolutely everything I could ever want but something that people don't know is i read everything that people said to me that they thought about me and I let others define me" i told her "and you developed an eating disorder" she asked "yes I became bulimic, at first it was starving myself completely then I ate and felt guilty

so i threw it back up that went on for a long time then i was at a family dinner with my stepbrother he's not my stepbrother anymore my mom and jeremy are divorced but when they were together we had a family dinner and i told them i was eating outside and i walked outside and dumped everything out in the trash can then when I turned around justin was staring at me and I broke down in tears" i told her