My Skin On You

Problems Part 1

I shut the door changed into (pic above #1) put my sunglasses on and put my hair in a ponytail my stomach was hurting i looked for a tampon one more time i still couldnt find one i grabbed a sharpy walked out of the bus i waved to fans there was like 10 of them then i walked over to them they screamed

"Hi guys how are you" i asked them "good" they said i signed their pictures of justin and me and some their shirts and phone cases and stuff they were behind the fence  "can i get a picture with you" this one girl said "sure" i looked "hey turn the cameras off" i told them everyone turned them off

"I came out here to ask you guys a personal question" i told them "Does anyone have a tampon" i asked "i do" this one girl said then got it out of her purse and handed it to me i took it "thank you so much and after im done ill come back and take pictures with all of you okay" i told them

"okay" they said i walked away and into the bus i walked into the bathroom i used the bathroom and inserted the tampon wiped made sure there wasnt blood on my underwear there wasnt i threw the garbage away and stood up and flushed pulled my underwear and pants up washed my hands and walked out to the fans i tried to fine a way to open the gate

"can you open it" i asked "no because of justins and your safety" they told me i though about it and climbed over the gate and took pictures with each and everyone of them "thank you" they cheered "your welcome love you bye" i told them i climbed back over the gate

i went on the bus  justin soon came on the bus and sat next to me on the bus i was irritated for absolutely no reason justin tried to touch me "Don't Touch Me" i snapped "what the fuck did i do" he asked

"ugh leave me alone" i snapped and walked away into his room leaving him very confused i changed into (pic above #2) and took off my sunglasses i took off all my makeup took out my contacts and put my glasses on i got my card and my phone and put it in my pocket and walked out "take off my pants" justin said kinda mean i thought he was serious tears came down my face

"baby i was joking" he wrapped his arms me "whats wrong why are you so upset" he asked i couldnt tell him that it wasnt anything he did i was just experiencing a slow and painful death and mood swings one minute im happy laughing and cuddling  next minute im screaming at the person to get the fuck away from me and then the next im crying and

he will never know what it feels like to have been tiny painful needles in your stomach and blood well you get the point Like Imagine someone stabbing you in the stomach and twisting the knife. That's cramps. Plus, your boobs get sore, your muscles ache, you experience nausea and headaches, and are constantly tired.

Oh and constantly bleeding from your asshole and shoving cotton up it so you don't ruin your pants.

I stopped crying "i was just kidding i love when you wear my pants but why were you so upset, whats wrong did i do something" he asked "No you didnt fucking do anything" i snapped and walked off the bus nad at no one i wasnt even mad at him i felt bad but oh well

Justins pov i started crying when noah left i didnt understand why she was being like this

Back to me 

I went to the store and got a buggy and got what i needed out of the female aisle and then i got a pack of ugly walmart underwear i went to the food asile which was probably a mistake i got chips, candy,chocolate,snickers ice cream bars, cookies,cookie dough and a 20oz bottle of coke and a 20oz bottle of pepsi then