My Skin On You

Justin

Me: did you tell him

Him: no but you should

I thought about it talking cant hurt right

I told scooter to text justin my number

He called me "hey its me, wow its been a while" he said "yeah how are you?" I asked "im good im better then i was that stripper girl, party guy is gone im done with that ive been coming to church again i found my purpose in life and im on tour i have a few days off though so im home in la" he explained "I'm Home For now" i told him "how are you doing how's your mom i know she doesn't like me but how is she" he asked "she's good i could be better though" i told him

"Oh" "look justin I'm sorry i texted you right before my show and told you not to come i should of let you come i didn't know what you were going through and I'm sorry" i explained to him

"Its okay i needed it, I'm trying to be the man you wanted me to be,you said you were done with me and to call you when I grew up well i did or I'm trying to I'm still figuring out who I am and who I want to be and I'm the sorry one you trusted me and I betrayed your trust in me i hurt you time after time and I'm sorry" he confessed

Maybe we can hang out not like a couple but as friends and maybe even one day we can try to figure things out, I know I can be the boyfriend you want me to be if you give me a chance to show you i know you deserve the best and I'm not the best but I could be" he said " im not perfect i make mistakes but im trying to be a better person" he explained

2 hours later "bye Justin" i told him "bye" we hung up we talked for two hours we had a lot to talk about it thought about what he said but I don't know he's trying i mean I'll give him that but I still don't know im cautious

3 days later my friends came over i was wearing (pic above #1) i was texting justin smiling "why didnt you tell us you had your appendix removed earily "because i didnt want you to worry and i didnt know i needed surgery until it was almost to late they had burst 2 days before surgery and infection was spreading through my body i was dying" i explained to them and texted justin "who are you texting" kendall asked

"Justin" i told them "of course you are, stay away from him hes bad news, he hurt you so bad you wanted to die do you really want to go back to talk" kylie says
"Im just talking to him" i said "talking with him leads to something else and you know it" miley says  "be careful" kylie says "hell ruin your life"

They left and the pain came back and i took some medicine and watched the titanic

2 weeks later

im slowly getting better im still taking it easy i cut my hair again and i thought about what my friends said and what my mom said about justin and i didnt care i loved him and that was what mattered
I invited him over after church i washed my hair and face in the sink i cant wash my body yet so i  i changed (pic above #2) its like 5  and justin got dropped off so paps wouldnt know

He came in "hi" i told him "wow your so beautiful" he smiled i blushed and hugged him he touched my stomach i moved away "noah what was that" he asked "what" i asked  "you know what im talking about your stomach what was that" he asked i looked at him i lifted my shirt and showed him my stomach "what happened" he asked

"um 3 weeks ago i started throwing up and i couldnt stop and i had really bad abdominal pain and went to 4 doctors and they didnt know what it was and one day i was at scooters and