My Skin On You

tour

I really didnt care about the paparazzi i was happy and healthy im ready to finally get back into the routine my asstiant booked some photoshoots for me to do i started writing music again

One week later i did a few photoshoots and stuff i co wrote this song Body say (demi lovato)

2 weeks later my routine is slowly coming back I released my song and we s schedule tour dates and im super excited about it i have all my outfits picked out and my set list and i start rehearsals i was at a photoshoot i was done and in my dressing room getting dress in (pic above)

 when i saw this article  "JUSTIN BIEBER CAUGHT  CHEATING!!!! My heart sank

"Teen Popsuperstar Justin drew bieber was getting a little to close and personal with ex girlfriend selena gomez he recently confirmed he is with teen model Noah woods so why is he hanging out with new mistery girl  in a very recent interview justin opened up about his new found love Noah Woods and had this to say

" first we were worried of how people would except us because we are step siblings and we had to be extra careful but then we were like fuck it were happy and thats all that matters" well looks like its over or will be..." i read i saw the pictures and my heart sunk even more

I finished getting dressed

As soon as i was done choosing pictures i went straight to justins "How the fuck could you" i screamed "what"  he said "dont fucking what me i saw the fucking pictures" i snapped "please i can explain" he said "baby come back" i heard some girl say i started crying

"Explain what there is nothing to explain you fucking cheated on me and shes here right now" i yelled "im sorry" he said "baby im sorry" he said

coming closer "dont touch me" i said crying "im sorry please dont break up with me im so sorry and i love you so much i fucked up so much" he said

"were more then done dont ever talk to me again" i snapped

"Noah Wait i'm sorry" he said "GET OUT OF MY LIFE ASSHOLE I HATE YOU I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING

YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING AND YOU DO THIS TO ME IVE BEEN THROUGH HELL AND YOU JUST MADE IT WORSE " i screamed crying "so congradulations is this what you wanted" i cried i turned around "noah wait" he said i turned around "what" i snapped "im sorry" he was crying "youre sorry okay let me ask you this are you sorry you did it or sorry you got caught" tears fell and i turned around and walked out the door

3 weeks later i released 5 songs i wrote about the break up and i started my tour and im really excited tonight is my first show im wearing (pic above) im in la at the staples center the opening acts went on then it was my turn i made a big enterance on stage singing find you the crowd was amazing

I look for you in the center of the sun
I took a pill but it didn't help me numb
I see your face even when my eyes are shut
But I never really know just where to find you
I taste the words that keep falling out your mouth
You got a logic I can never figure out
If I could hold you then I'd never put you down
But I never really know just where to find you

Where to find you
Where to find you
But I never really know just where to find you
Try, try, try, but I
Try, try, try, but I, but I
Try, try, try, but I
But I never really know just where to find you

You think you know how to get under my skin
It's okay for now but it's never permanent
Knock on the door but there's no one listening
And I never really know just where to find you
You live for love but you never really tried
You say it's not but it's always on your mind
Keep chasing gold but you're used to silver lines
But I never really know just where to find you" i sang i finished singing the song "whats up la how are you all tonight" i asked they screamed