My Skin On You

Grammys part 1

Anyways The grammy are tonight im going because im performing and justin and i havent spoken in 2 months

but were going together for the kids I'm wearing a beautiful dress and Justin's wearing a suit Austin's wearing a sparkly shirt with a skirt and Dallas's wearing a suit as well

We were walking the red carpet "Noah woods-Bieber joined on the red carpet today by 4 year old daughter Austin, 2 year old son Dallas and soon to be ex husband Justin Bieber

We all posed on the red carpet for pictures Justin looked at me I walked away with Dallas i was stopped by an interviewer

Hi Noah how are you?" The lady asked "I'm good it's been awhile since I've been to an award show but I'm glad my kids are here with me "so how does it feel to have Justin here is it awkward" she asked

"It is you know no one what's to see there marriage fail I love Justin and without him I wouldn't have my beautiful kids so I'm glad he's here he can keep them under control while I'm performing" I told her

"Oh yeah are you nervous you haven't performed in over four years are you excited" she asked "I've very excited I don't think I get nervous anymore I love performing" I told her

Justin and Austin came up behind me "are you excited to see mommy perform" she asked Dallas "say yeah" I told him "yeah" he said I smiled "are you excited to see her perform" she asked Justin

"Us yeah a little but I've seen her perform a lot so I know what to expect she's going to nail it like always" Justin said

"It sounds like there's still love there why are you guys splitting up" she asked "oaky bye I'm done" I walked away with Austin and Dallas

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I was nominated for 3 things
"The Grammys would like to announce a new category called women of The year we would like to honor the stronger female I know not only

because of what she has been through but what she is going through no matter what this girl always has a smile on her face she's been through hell but that never stopped her she is a mother

of two a wife and an inspiration to many it is my honor to announce our first ever woman of the year please give it up for the beautiful Noah Woods-Bieber" she said in the microphone everyone was clapping I stood up and walked up the steps and excepted the award

"thank you so much im honored im not as strong as you say but thank you um...... alright look I'm not going stand on this stage and tell you want you want to here I'm gonna tell you the truth in my life I learned that people will disappoint you because they arent perfect I've been through hell im not proud of some of the things

I've done but you own up to your mistakes, its not the mistake you make whats you do about it that counts, I've learned in my life that you have to surround yourself with people that are going to want to see you succeed instead of surrounding yourself with people who want to see you fall the world needs love there are biggers problems in this fucking world sorry there are bigger problems then the color of your skin, the world has bigger problems then girls who kiss girls and boys who kiss boys so what they arent hurting anyone and if you have a problem with it then theres the door" i spoke in the microphone everyone cheered

I waited until they were done to continued

"An interviewer tonight asked me if i was glad that i had my soon to be ex husband here tonight and i didnt really have an answer now i do... my success isnt defined by my relationship with my husband yes my marriage failed *tears came down my face* is that what everyone wants to here i dont think so, so please stop asking and let me live my life the way i want to sorry if thats not enough for you but i dont care anymore...thank you to everyone who believed in me, thank you to my family