My Skin On You

ellen show part 2

"And you got better but it took some time then what happened" she asked "well um i slowly started getting better but during this whole process even before i left my high school i had a big secret that i kept from everyone even my family

the 2 songs i released i was so upset that justin released them because of who they were about so during everything i had this big secret that i didnt know what to do and then i came back and got cheated on" she told me "but wait the songs the secret who were they about" she interrupted "i mean its pretty obvious who they are about but they were about justin and no one was supposed to here them and when he had them my heart sank

My secret was out and he was confused because i was so upset because he released them and i blurted it out and he was with selena and i had feelings for someone who i wasnt supossed to love that way and i love selena i didnt want he to get hurt so i kept it inside but i couldnt kept it inside anymore" i explained "we have to take a break but when we come back noah is going to tell us more about how her life went downhill when she met supstar justin bieber" she said we went to break

...after break "were back with 19 year old noah woods" she said i smiled "before break we were talking about the first 2 songs you ever released so after those songs were released you became bulimic and lost alot of weight" she asked

"Yeah  after i started recovering from my eating disorder we  started dating and after i recovered and gained the wieght back because i only weighed 90 pounds he cheated on me and like i was so upset i was completely broken and i went on tour because i already planned the tour and i didnt want to let anyone down but i failed

myself in the process he put me through hell i was depressed and alone and i was stoned most of the time even on red carpets and the fifth award show i went to after i broke down and shut down i was just done i hated myself and i canceled my tour i stoped smoking weed and i slowly got better but i had major fatigue and i blamed

myself for what he did to me and my family hated him and i did too i mean i was so broken like there was this one day where i couldnt open a water bottle so i chucked it and broke down in tears i screamed at god and i screamed at justin and i cut most of my hair off and i was done and people dont realize how broken i was and i hated him for everything i blamed him for everything" i told her "do you still hate him because

i know you guys hung out after the break up i mean it took a while but do you still blame him" she asled "no i forgave him because i found the lord and in god word it says if you forgive others for the wrongs they have done your father in heaven

will also you and i love him to this day he was my first love and he will always have a special place in my heart but we both went our seprate ways and im happy by myself hes happy with her his happiness is all that matters to me if hes happy then im happy" the audience clapped i smiled "so lets talk about your dating i

" "after the break noah will be back to sing her hit song see you around (shane harper)  from her number one album see you around"

..break over
I changed into (pic above)

"Were back with noah  here to perform her song see you around here is noah woods

"You got, you got the records that I gave you 
I got, I got your picture in a frame
You said, you said forever was a promise
But I guess, I guess a promise gotta break