My Skin On You

I like him

At lunch

I was sitting with my cheerleader friends and we were wearing our uniforms because it's Friday and we have a game anyways i was thinking about how justin is and what we can talk about when I get home and what is he wearing and if he's having a good day it happens alot  i think About how good he smells

and im obsessed with his smile and oh my god  his laugh is amazing and the way he talks, he's really genuine and authentic and I like authentic people and I'll day dream about us  and last night I was thinking ooo i bet he's good in bed, then i started imagining us in bed together then when I fell asleep I had a dream about it and it's so wrong that i feel this way about my stepbrother but it feels so right but I'm so confused though I don't understand what this means

"Noah" i snapped out of my thoughts "what" i asked "Dude you've been like this for the past few weeks what gives" Taylor asked "i don't know I can't think straight" i told them "who's the guy" they asked "what a guy what" i asked they just looked at me "fine i can't stop thinking about him i think about him all the time like weird things like

his hair and his smells he smells so good and I thought about him being good in bed and I thought about us being in bed together then when I fell asleep I had a dream about it and
his smile his wonderful soul his laugh is amazing but I don't understand what any of this means I'm so confused" i explained to them

"Noah You like him" grace told me "what but no i want to" I told them "Well you do" they told me my phone went off i looked at it justin texted me

Him: Hey what's up

I smiled

Me:  i'm at lunch

Him: oh sorry

I ate some food

Me: sorry for what I'm aloud to be on my phone in lunch

Him: oh

Me:

ooked up at them "what if he doesn't like me back it will ruin our friendship" i told them "don't tell him" she told me "but I'm scared it's getting worse"i told them i don't like him and I refuse to believe I like him i do not like him and I will never like him ugh 

After school

i went home and walked into the house "hey noah" justin says I looked up at him "hey  "hi how was school" justin says "Ugh boring as usual but are you coming to the game to watch me cheer" i asked  "do you want me to come to watch you cheer" he asked i nodded he smiled

I went to the game early and met up with my team then we went to our spots then we cheered when the game started i looked for my family i saw Justin jeremey and my mom

Half time
I went to the bleachers watched the band routine then I asked my mom for money "do you have money" i asked "for what" she asked "for food" i asked "I'll buy you food" justin says we walked down to the consession justin bought me a coke and two pieces of pizza "i was watching you" he told me I blushed  "justin that sounds creepy" i told him he smiled "oops" he told me

After halftime we were winning by 20 points and
It was my turn to say the cheer V-I-C-T-O-R-Y  Saguaro Saguaro don't be shy stand and give your battle cry"  "V-I-C-T-O-R-Y" the student section cheered

2 weeks later I still go to the shelter and donate what I can and hang out with the children
I'm doing 5 more photoshoots for magazines which I get 30,000 for each and i was at home "Noah You can't go to school anymore it's to dangerous your becoming more known and you can't do it" she said me "what are you serious mom no" i told her "i'm sorry honey but if you want this this you have to" she told me