My Skin On You

Grammys part 2

and thank god because without him none of us would be here I am so grateful for everyone in this room and i hope that i inpire each and everyone of you to do something that you never thought you could do and thank you for giving me this amazing award i love you all" i cried some parts during the speech everyone clapped i walked off the stage

And went back to my family
I won for album of the year and 2 others

"Thank you this is amazing i wanna thank my team, my family Austin, Dallas.....and Justin I love you guys, i wanna thank my fans they are amazing and thank you i walked back stage

....i changed into (pic above #1)

and it was almost my turn to perform

Our Next Performer is my other hadid sister, her kids are my niece and nephew and her husband is my brother in law the next performer is a young woman with a heart of gold who you

can never count out she is the kindest and one of the most thoughtful people i know, she is extremely talented and amazing, , here to perform for the first time in 4 years performing her new song Never Be The Same

from her new number one album please welcome my best Friend NOH WOODS-BIEBER" she announced me it was my turn to go

(Watch video above skip jimmy fallen and the parts where they say Camila Cabello)

After I was done everyone was cheering I got a standing ovation I waited until the lights went off and walked back stage

I went back to my family we watched the rest of show then went home Justin was hanging out with the kids while I took my contacts out and put my glasses on and changed

into (pic above #2) I put Dallas's pajamas on him and changed his diaper then put him to bed I put Austin to bed as well with Justin

"Mommy is daddy coming home" Austin asked I looked at Justin then I her "no sweetie now goodnight" I left her room Justin came into my room "can we talk no fighting" he said

"What's there to talk about were done" I told him "stop Noah" he said I was cleaning "stop what" I said "mommy" Dallas screamed "what baby mommy's coming" I yelled and ran after him I found out he threw up "it's okay mommy's here" I told him

I got him out of bed and gave him a bath Justin washed his sheets and his clothes I washed his body and his hair then then I put a diaper on him and different pajamas "do you want to lay on mommy's bed" I asked him

He nodded I picked him up and carried him into my room and Justin laid with him I took his temperature it was 102

"oh my god my poor baby" I kissed his forehead "I'm going to get him medicine" I told Justin "I'll go if you want" he said "I'm going" I snapped "I'll go come on Noah" he said

"No Just leave I don't need you" I snapped "he's my son I'm going" I said "HE'S MY SON TOO" He screamed Dallas started crying tears came down my face I walked away "Noah" Justin said

I went to the pharmacy and got medicine for Dallas and some sprite for his stomach I got cough drop suckers for his throat and then went home I gave him the amount of medicine he needed he drank it slowly then I got an ice cream bucket and sent him back to bed in my bed

Justin went to sleep with him I was downstairs washing dishes Justin came down I was ignoring him "Noah can you please listen to me I don't want to fight" he said

"Talk about what there is nothing to talk about were done and were never getting back together or how about we talk about our marriage failing...i failed....I'm a failure.....and everyone knows" I was cleaning tears came down my face

"Okay Noah stop...and listen to me" he snapped I looked at him "what" I screamed he kissed me forcefully and passionately then deepened the kiss then pulled away there were still wildfires when we kiss the love was still there or at least it was for me