My Skin On You

2nd chance

I started vomiting uncontrollably and after i went lay down on the couch yael took my temperature it was 104 degrees so they took me to the hospital in la and i went through a catscan and i had appendicitis and my appendix had burst and an infection was spreading and time was running out i was dying" i explained the tears came he wiped them

"you didnt tell me you could of died i could of lost you" he told me "i was scared" i told him he hugged me gently i sat down on the couch slowly he sat next to me "how are you" i asked "Im good tour is kind of stressing me out i love it and i love my fans but its exhausting" he told me

We watched the titantic caught up on things

2 weeks later im wearing (pic above #1) i got my staples out but i still have to be careful its been a month im still weak and sore but im trying my maid came and cleaned my house and put my stuff back into my room and my family told me to stay away from him but i dont want to i love him he came over after everythung was cleaned justin has been comming over alot and im happy spending tine with him i ignore my family and friends when im with him because they hate him

"So ba-, I mean Noah" he said "no babe" i told him he looked at me confused "really" he asked i nodded "what made you change your mind" he asked "my family hates you and my friends hate you and after my surgery you reached out to me and

we didn't talk about anything but us you didnt know i had surgery but when my friends knew I had surgery and I was texting you  all they talked about was how much they hate you and I thought about what my mom told me and what they said and what you said

and and i realized I didn't care about their opinion i was gonna do stuff that made me happy and you make me happy were not dating yet I want us to take it slow but if you can prove to me that you can be a good boyfriend and not heard me again maybe we can make it work" i explained to him he smiled

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2 months later im wearing (pic above #2) im back into my rountine i did 50 photoshoots and they paid me 10 million each
I posted three pictures on swipe instagram with the caption about "3 months ago i found out that my appendix had burst and infection was spreading throughout my body an i was rushed into surgery i wasnt shore if id wake up or not but i didnt have choice i could of died that was probably the scariest moments of my life and im so thank for to my docoters and fans for being there for me and im not sharing this with you because i have to im sgaring it because i want to

1 month later ive been dating justin again for 3 months and were keeping it a secret for now and taking it slow well we were until now i think i want to make it offical at the amas i mean im hosting and justin is performing so its perfect so anyways right now justin and i are at his house i looked at him "what" he asked comming over i lifted his shirt a little kissing him

"What do you want baby?" He asked "you i want you" i told him "really are you sure" he asked "but your stomach will i hurt you" he asked "no just be careful" i told him he started kissing me he lifted  me up  I wrapped my legs around his waist he carried me up the steps into his room he walked me to the bed.His body pushed mine onto the bed, and we slid up so that my head was on the pillow. He lay between my legs, planting kisses all over my neck. I couldn’t help the giggle

straddling me he pulled the covers over us.
us. without breaking the kiss i pulled his shirt off and threw it i unbutton his jeans and slid them down he pulled my shirt off and threw it i was self conscious about my scars i pulled away "hey whats wrong" he acknowledged my uncomfortability i looked down