My Skin On You

sick kid

"Why,don't kiss me stop fucking doing this playing games What you wanted a goodbye kiss well you got one now goodbye get out of my life you can see your kids but other then that I'm done.......

It's over....I signed the papers" Tears came down my face "that's what I wanted to talk about I couldn't do it Noah I'm sorry I can't just walk away from my kids from everything from you I couldn't sign the papers I ripped them up

I can't I love you to much and you didn't fail our marriage didn't fail we said we would give love another try and  we did and we still are I'm not giving up and I don't want you to either

"I wanted to have another baby I was going to tell you before we started fighting but then we started fighting a lot about stupid things and I didn't want to ask if you wanted more everything I ever wanted" he interrupted me by kissing me

"i want another baby too" he said  "i think i want go on tour and then maybe after tour if we decide to stay together then we well have another one okay" i told him "okay" he said "now come home you goof" i told him he smiled "mommy"  dallas came into the kitchen "baby whats wrong" i asked him "laid down with me" he said

"do you want daddy to lay with you" i asked "both" he said i picked him up and carried him upstairs justin followed and took his pants and shirt off and crawled into the bed dallas crawled on top of him I laid down with them and fell asleep

2 months later
Last week I released a song that I'd never thought I would I met this girl and she is gay and she told me that her mom would be disappointed and so many others wanting to come out

don't have a song they can relate to so I decided to write one it's called HER (Him sam Smith) and I released it last week after I told Justin I was doing it
And now I'm on Ellen talking about it

Wearing (pic above)
"It's been a while how are you" She asked "I'm good I'm amazing" I told her "okay your speech at the Grammys was amazing and I love this album and I loved your performance" she

told me "thank you so much" I told her "you're welcome no you haven't been on stage or interviews in 4 years how does this feel how was it performing

"It was breathtaking I love performing and to be on that stage not giving two shits want someone thought about me was amazing the speech came from my heart it's what I felt and I needed to share it" I told her they audience clapped

She waited until they were done "so this new song um who is this girl and are you leaving Justin for her" she joked I laughed

"no I'm not gay guys I love Justin he's my world okay so I met this girl she's a fan of mine and she told me her story that she was a lesbian and

her mom didn't know she had trouble telling her because she knew that she wouldn't approve and I got to thinking

that a lot of others have that problem too and so the first thing I did was tell Justin then I started writing and I love the song so this isn't my story it's for the lgbtq family"

I explained to her "that's amazing and your singing this a little bit later and I heard you have a big announcement so what do what to say" she asked

"Well I'm not pregnant if that's what you think I'm going on tour it's the Patience Tour and I'm very excited and everyone in the audience is getting tickets to the show in California" I told them they cheered I smiled

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Later During the show

"Back here to perform her new single HER please welcome Noah Woods-bieber"

Ellen announced me and the doors opens I was standing there in front of the microphone wearing (pic above #2)

The background music started I started singing