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I went on ellen and did an interview i sang my song tremble i did other interviews and so did justin i ordered more baby things a whole bunch of diapers and wipes i put them in the nursey3 months later it's November 17th
I am extremely exhausted i was wearing my pajama's (pic above) and i couldnt sleep its 8 At night i fell alseep but woke up at 9 in pain"hey babe are you okay" he asked "i don't know something doesn't feel right i think she is coming soon" i said "do you want me to get you anything or rub your neck or something" he asked "No, i dont know" tears came down my face "why are you crying whats wrong" he asked holding my hand
i laid my head on his chest
5 minutes later i got a sharp pain in my stomach i sat up my water
broke I was in alot of pain and i screamed "what babe? whatt's wrong" his eyes widened "my water broke" i said in pain he grabbed my hand and helped me up Grabbed the hospital bag we had everythibg the list said and walked me down the steps i squeezed his hand in pain
we went to the hospital they sat me down in a wherl chair they put me in a room and justin helped me put the hospital gown on and i laid down on the bed and the doctor came in and said
"lets see how far dilated you are" and stuck this thing up my you know what i yelped and she pulled it out and said "your 3 centimeters so you have a while" she hooked me up to the contraction machine and
put the thing on my stomach and the contractions were 10 minutes apart from each other i screamed and squeezed justins every time there was another one *10 minutes later* i squeezed justins hand so hard and said "why did you do this to me" in pain justin called khloe and our moms and jeremy
3:25 A.M November 18th
I was all sweaty and gross i was in so much pain khloe, my mom and justins mom and jeremy were sitting on the chairs in the room another one came and i groaned in pain "its okay breath" Jeremy says "don't tell me to fucking breath" i groaned in pain it stopped and i laid back down the contractuons are like 3 minutes apart and im dying *3 minutes later* i winced in pain still squeezing justins hand
"breath" jeremey says "Justin is all your fault' i said in pain "um it takes two people to created a baby" jeremy says "shut the fuck up" I groaned the pain came back i groaned and squeezed justins hand "were are never having sex again" i groaned "just breathe" Jeremy says "shut up shut up shut the fuck up" I snapped in pain
the doctor came in and said "lets see how far you are" and stuck this thing up my you know what i yelped she pulled it out and said "10 centimeters time to push" "i can't" i said "here i'll hold your hand" jeremey says getting up he grabbed my other hand i put my legs up to my head and she said
"okay ready one two three push" i did squeezing Justin and jeremey's hands tighter the doctor counted to 10 then said breath i did and then she said "okay again one two three push" i did and she counted to ten then said breath i did and laid my head back on the pillow then she said
"again" "i can't" i said sweaty and tired of this "you have to" she said "okay ready one two three push" she said i did
she counted to ten then said breath i did that until she said "one more i see the head" i did it one more time until I heard her cry Justin cut the umbillicord "meet your new baby girl" she said then she cleaned her off and wrapped her in the blanket i laid back down and started crying justin bent down to me and said
"dont cry you did it baby you did it" quietly "never again" through tears and in pain I was exhausted "baby its okay you did it look" he said and looked at the baby then me "okay you did it" he said and kissed my forhead "okay" i said
"do you want to hold her" the doctor says "yes" i said she
handed her to me i smiled "see you did it baby" justin said "never again" i said
"smile" justin said with his phone taking a picture i smiled weekly and he took the picture"can i hold her" justin asked I handed the baby to him "i could do this again" i weakly said everyone laughed "justin put the diaper on her and her little outfit (pic above) everyone held her then went home i went to sleep they filled out the birth certificate Austin Riley Bieber born November 18th 2017 at 3:36 a.m
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