Nico di Angelo One-shots

I Am Valid. (Pt. 1)

A/N: There will be a trans!nico one-shot in which he doesn't have dysphoria as well, but in this one he does. In this one, he is ftm trans* like any previous ones I've published. Feel free to request another gender for him, and please mention if it is a gender-bender or not.

Trans!Nico X Jason
Nico's P.O.V.

I slowly criss-crossed my legs slightly, hoping to form a crease in my pants near my private area, even if the pose looks feminine. I folded my arms under my chest around my jacket and made my jacket kind of airy and puffy by doing so, so the jacket isn't resting on my other private area.

This is torture. Mentally and physically.

I awaited my friend to arrive. Hazel was preparing snacks. I feel anxious, and kind of bad for not helping her set up. But by the time I build the confidence to uncross my legs, the doorbell rings.

Oddly, Hazel loves answering doors (it actually scares me our of my mind for fear of her safety), so she smiles and runs to it like a child, "I'll get it!"

Amxiety begins to strike at me as Hazel opens the door. What if Jason notices? What if he doesn't understand? What if he doesn't support/accept me?

But, what if he never notices, and I have to torture myself the entire time he's here?

I'm not sure I like either options. I'm so sick and tired of being on high-alert 24/7, and pretending. I'm depressed as it is, I don't need more pretending. I sigh in a tiresome way, waiting for Hazel to walk into the room with Jason trailing behind.

She never does.