Toxic. (Ethan Dolan.)

Part 28 - Go

"Who is Grayson?" My dad asked putting a spoon full of ice cream in his mouth.

"Ethan's twin brother."

"He has a twin?"

I nod while I eat ice cream and turned back to pay attention the the movie.

"So Grayson gave you the bruises?"

I shook my head. "No, Ethan's ex girlfriend did."

My dad shook his head in anger as he bawled his fists. "Fucking dickheads." He cussed.

I couldn't help but laugh. "Ill be okay." I say. "I can face it at school."

"We could move you to a different school." My dad states.

"You could what?" I ask raising an eyebrow.

"A new school." He smiled. "We could easily do that."

"Really?" I question with a smile.

"If you like Ken."

"I think I'll think about it."

My dad nodded. "It would be nice to not be worried about sending you to school."

"Yeah, I don't know."

My dad laughed. "Yeah, alright. Your mother and I will look into it." My dad put his spoon in the tub as he got out of my bed.

"I better go talk to your mother, see you in the morning." He says kissing my forehead.

I say my goodnights to him and I was left in my room alone. Thinking. Thinking about Ethan. And how he's been having sex with Megan the whole time he was seeing me. But for some reason I didn't believe it. Because he told me a lot of things. Deep and personal things. Maybe I didn't even know who he was. While I was in bed I heard a slam outside on my balcony. And I knew exactly who it was. I get up stomping to the doors. I rip them open and I see Ethan. I crossed my arms.

"Here." He said handing me my book. "I stuck it all back together. There are a few tiny bits missing."

"Is that all?"

He looked down at his feet and put his hands in his pockets.

"Tell me something Ethan." I start. "Did you have sex with Megan right after you left here?"

He wiped his mouth and didn't say a word. I cover my mouth in disbelief as I shake my head.

"Oh my god." I cry.

Ethan grabbed my hands. "No, please, I swear, after the night I kissed you I stopped. I started to like you."

I rip my hands from his. "Go!" I cry.

"No please, just listen to me!"

"Get out! I don't want to fucking talk to you ever again!"

Ethan had tears in his eyes and he shook his head. "Kendall-"

"Fuck off." I sob. "You ruined everything for me! I wasted so much time with you. I put my all into you. I helped you to pass, I thought I was changing you-"

"You did change me!"

"No I didn't!" I cry. "You're a monster Ethan. You and Grayson are monsters."

"Take that back!"

"Get out!"

Ethan shoved me to the ground and I look up at him out of breath. He collapsed to the ground, crying and sobbing.

"You're all I have Kendall, please!" He yelled. "I can't do this without you."

I shook my head with tears still rolling down my cheeks. I hear my bedroom door open and I feel a figure behind me.

"What's going on?" I hear my dad ask.

I knew he saw what was happening. And probably heard everything too because we were yelling at each other.

"Come on son, ill take you home."

Ethan stood up staring at me. I saw the hurt in his eyes. I got up from the ground.

"Kendall, I promise I can change."

"Go."

My dad walked Ethan out of my room and he shut the door behind him. I watch them get into my dads car. And he drove off down the street. I get up and I grab my record player and I throw it to the ground. I stomped on it repeatedly as I cry in agony and sorrow. I grab all the records Ethan and I used to listen to and I snap them all. I didn't want anything here that he loved. I wanted it all gone. Including him.