I was packing everything in the car with my dad. My mom was in her room and found it too emotional too help. My dad and I found that kinda funny. I spent a lot of time with my dad the last couple of nights. My mom didn't really want to do much before I left because she was really sad about me leaving. My dad asked what I wanted to do with my record player and I told him that I wanted to take it. I had Ethan's favorite jersey on while we were putting things into the car. When we were done my dad and I went inside and he made us a little snack before I had to go. I was taking in everything. Realizing that I wouldn't be able to come back for a very long time.
My mom and dad got into the car and I grabbed my bag in my room, putting it over my shoulders. I was taking in my home. I was taking in and remembering the times I would come home after school with Ethan. I felt the warm carpet beneath my feet and I smile. I look at the balcony one last time. Feeling like it was only yesterday, Ethan, would sneak over every night to talk about his problems. I leave my room shutting the door and walking down the stairs. When I was walking toward the car, there was a car parked by the gutter. Ethan gets out with his usual hoodie and black jeans and walks toward me.
"So, this is it, Seppo." He smiled.
I nod. "I guess so."
"You know..." He started. "I think I'll miss you." He smirked with a small smile.
"I know I'll miss you." I say punching his shoulder playfully.
He laughed and grabbed my hand and placing something in it.
"Just a little present." He smiled. "Don't open it until you get to there."
"So, where are you going?" I ask raising an eyebrow.
"College. To try and get my life together." He laughed.
"You already had it together E." I nudge.
"I do now." He said bringing me into his arms.
I was brought into his chest and I held him tightly. Not wanting to let go. My dad beeped the car horn startling Ethan and I. I give him a glare and he laughs.
"I better get going." I say with a tear rolling down my cheek.
"Hey." He whispered placing his fingers underneath my chin. "It's going to be okay. I promise."
I nod walking toward the car and I could feel Ethan's stare on me. I stop in my tracks and I turn around running back toward Ethan and jumping into his arms.
"I don't want to go." I sob.
"Don't cry." He laughed softly. "Everything is going to go the way you want it."
"But I love you."
"I love you too, my beautiful girl." He whispered. "But it's time for you to do big things."
Ethan let go of me and he cupped my cheeks, placing his lips onto mine. My tears fell onto his cheeks and I held him close. Feeling and tasting his lips. Trying not to forget how they will feel. I didn't want to let go. But we did. He let go of me slowly, giving me one last kiss on the forehead.
"I promise you, I will always be here waiting."
I kiss his lips one last time before turning around and walking toward the car. I hop in, clenching the note in my hand, as I watch him walk toward his car as more tears fell. He got in and I saw him smile to himself before he left. We pulled out of the driveway and headed off.
I open the note and it had a necklace of a heart inside. I hold the necklace in my hand before I read what he had written.
Another stupid note? What have you done to me Kendall Stone?
By the time you get this you will be in college, but I know how stubborn and difficult you are, I bet you have opened it in the car. You might be slightly confused about the necklace. I know hearts are boring and you don't like mainstream things, but, the heart reminded me of the time we danced in your room to that one song that makes me feel happy whenever I listen to it.
But what I'm trying to say Kendall, is that you had saved me. You saved me from failing the year and saved me from what I thought was permanent sadness and pain. Don't forget this Stone, you are not the person who sat quietly at the back of class. You are not sitting in a dark corner watching everyone live. You are living. You are alive. Own it. Make this life worth living. Get out of your shell. Yell at people who are pissing you off. Tell people what is on your mind. Be loud! You don't need to be that Nodody at college, Kendall. You don't have to stay broken. And you taught me that. You didn't only teach me English but you also taught me how to fix myself. And I owe it all to you. I owe it all to the girl who stitched my pieces back together. I love you. And I always will. Have fun in college, Seppo. Don't forget who you are and where you come from. Live Kendall Stone, live live live live live.
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Toxic. (Ethan Dolan.)
Fanfiction"Where do you think you're going?" He growled gripping onto my hand. "You don't own me!" "I didn't say you could leave." He spat.
