Toxic. (Ethan Dolan.)

Part 41 - The Party

Authors note.

I am soooo sorry i didn;t update yesterday, I was so busy. Sorry!!!1

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Kendall's P.O.V

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I hear his voice.

I stayed where I was not moving an inch. Still staring into space.

"I told you not to come!"

"Megan told me some things." I say not looking at him.

"Do you believe everything she says?"

"You tell me, Ethan." I say still staring into space. "Did you steal?"

"I used to-"

"Did you do drugs?"

"I used to-"

"Did you fuck Megan the day before I got that beating?" I say standing up and staring at him. "Tell me the truth, I need to hear it from you."

He stared at me and didn't say a word. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I laugh coldly shaking my head.

"Great." I laugh. "This whole entire relationship was a fucking joke." I try to walk away but Ethan grabs me.

"Where do you think you're going?" He growled.

"You don't own me!"

"I never said you could leave." He spat.

"Fuck you!" I say getting out of his grip. "You're a fucking liar! You never cared about me, you never meant anything you said! You say you want to change? Get fucked! You still continue to be that sad, angry, bully that pushes everyone around. You will never change Ethan! You never did and you never will."

He rolled his eyes. "So what you're going to believe everything she says?"

"Well are you going to tell me you didn't fuck her?"

He ran fingers through his hair.

"We're done." I cry. "I can't handle being with a disrespectful asshole."

"You can't leave me." He whispered.

"Watch me."

I try to walk away again but he grips onto my wrist. I look at him and he has tears in his eyes. "Please don't go."

I try to pull but his grip was tight.

"You're all I have." He cried.

"Let go!"

"Ethan! You're here!" I hear a voice behind me.

I turn around and I'm faced with Megan. Ethan turned around and quickly wiped the tears out of his eyes.

"He's all yours." I spit before leaving.

Ethan's P.O.V

"Kendall!" I yell trying to follow. But Megan stood in front of me putting her hands on my chest.

"Leaving so soon?"

"Fuck off, Megan." I mutter pushing pass.

She grabbed onto my wrist.

"Don't be such a baby, come on, dance with me."

"You were just a fuck." I spit. "You never meant anything more to me."

She stood there and frowned. "You don't mean that."

"Get the message! You just ruined my relationship!"

"No." She laughed. "You ruined it yourself. Were you ever going to tell her about what we used to do?"

"I was going to-"

"No, you weren't." She smiled. "Forget about her E, you can't keep yourself tied down. Especially to that Nobody."

I push her hands off me. "She isn't a Nobody."

I finally got out of her grip and jumped into my car, trying to find where she may have went. I checked down the roads that lead to her house, the park I showed her, the places she told me she used to go to. But I had realized that i'm too late and she will probably be home at this point. I punch the starring wheel and I went back home. It was only 9:46pm and I knew that my family will probably still be awake. When I open the door I see Grayson, my dad and my mom watching tv.

"How was it?" Gray asked.

I shrug my shoulders walking to the stairway.

"Son?" I hear.

I turn around. "What?"

"Are you okay?"

I roll my eyes and I don't answer going to my room and shutting my door. Then I hear a knock, I was thinking that it may be Grayson. But when I open it, it's my dad. He stood in the doorway awkwardly.

"What do you want?"

"Whats wrong?" He asked walking into my room.

"I don't want to talk about it, especially to you."

He rolled his eyes. "Drop the attitude."

I laugh and shake my head. "Why? Didn't you expect it? You should have because you left us for fucking months!"

"Listen Ethan, I have had enough of this. I am trying to be there for you again, I am trying to fix the family-"

"You can't!" I yell. "Don't you see? It's too late! You left too long, you distanced yourself from your own kids! This family is broken, dad!"

"We aren't broken." He whispered.

"We are!" I cry. "Grayson is. Cameron is. Mom is. I am!" I scream. "I lost myself, I fell so deep into this black hole. I push people away who care about me, just so I don't get hurt like how you hurt me. I pushed away a girl that I love, just because I was so scared of her hurting me, but instead i hurt her."

"Ethan-"

"I lost everything." I whispered. "I lose everyone I care about. Including you a-and including h-her." I cry. "And I'm a fucking monster."

He stared at me for second with tears in his eyes. And I stared straight back letting the tears fall from my cheeks. He brought me into a hug. And I hugged back. I needed this, I guess. I do need a dad. Which is why i'm so mad at him. I was so broken.