Toxic. (Ethan Dolan.)

Part 48 - I Don't Want This

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Yoooo, so, this whole entire school thing that i have set out may not make sense. I'm from New Zealand and the schooling here is really weird. So im making up the whole college thing, i wouldn't have a clue how it works.

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Kendall's P.O.V

I was in bed watching a movie. I was wearing Ethan's jersey. It's weird, isn't it? I did nothing wrong to this boy, yet I feel like it is on me. I missed him. I missed him. I missed him. I missed him being in my sad, boring, miserable life. And I'm not afraid to admit it anymore. Because he took so much away from me and left me with nothing. There was two weeks left of school. The last week of my high school life. And I can't tell if i'm happy about it or not. I hear the front door open and I hear foot steps coming toward my room. The door opens and I'm faced with my dad who had a chocolate in his hands. I smile and I move over giving him some room.

"How are you kiddo?" He asked laying down.

"Tired." I mutter. "Very tired."

"Well, I got this." He says handing over the chocolate.

I laugh and I open it giving him a piece.

"And also, this came." He handed me an envelope.

I sit up and I snatch it out of his hand with excitement causing him to chuckle. I open it and I start to read.

"Well?" My dad asked.

I put it down with tears in my eyes. "I got in."

A big smile formed onto his lips and he engulfs me into a hug. "I'm so proud of you!"

I laugh as he held me. This meant I would have to leave soon. I'll have to leave this all behind. But for some reason I didn't want this. My mind was still on him. How stupid is that? My dad and I showed my mom and she decided it would be a good idea to go out for dinner to celebrate. I showered and got ready. We left the house and pulled up to the restaurant and my mom was telling me what will happen when I leave. I had to find a job while I was going to stay. I didn't want this. But I had to put on a fake smile and tell them that I was excited. I was excited. I mean I worked hard for it, for years and now it's all paid off. But he was holding me back. It felt like he was still keeping hold of me and I was keeping hold of him. I didn't want to let go.

When we finished up we went food shopping to grab a few things. My dad and I were talking as he pushed the trolley. My mom was looking at different kind of foods. My dad and I were in depth conversation when we hear my mom.

"Ethan, how nice to see you."

My dad and I snap our heads toward my mom. Ethan stood there awkwardly with an energy drink in one hand and chocolate in the other.

"Hey, Ms Stone and Mr Stone. How are you?" He asked.

"Good." She smiled. "How did you go in the exam?"

I stare at him and he looks at the ground. "It was good." He lied. "It went well."

"That's good." She smiled again. "We're just out celebrating Kendall's acceptance into college."

He looks at me sadly but tries to hide it with a smile. "That's cool." He nods. "Congrats."

I see Grayson walk behind Ethan and he smiles at me. Damn, this is fucking awkward.

"This is my twin brother, Grayson." He awkwardly introduced.

Gray greeted my parents with a handshake and we stood in awkward silence.

"Well, we better get going. Dinner's waiting at home." Ethan smiled before saying goodbye.

We get to the check out and my mom and noticed the look on my face.

"What's up with you?"

"Nice one, mom."

"Excuse me?" She asked raising an eyebrow.

"Honey... Ethan and Kendall broke up."

Her mouth dropped and had just realized what she had done. I wasn't mad. She didn't know. But I wanted to get out of here as soon as we possibly could. I hated seeing him, I swear I always fall apart.