Claw Through My Heart

8|Picnic

Alexis's pov

I combed my bangs back behind my ear and put on my red brown nude liquid lipstick I hummed at the delightful vanilla smell with a red brown eye look with a bold cat eye

I had on a red tank top with a black clear mesh top, brown skinny jeans, and brown combat boots

I tightened my ponytail smiling

"Alexis" I jumped and turned Harry was in my doorway I held my arms open he walked over and hugged me

"Mmm you smell of vanilla" he smiled

"Mhm that's my favorite my favorite smell and favorite kinda coke" I laughed he nodded and kissed my head he held up quite an old fashion picnic basket it was a pale wood wicker basket but it was very large

"That's adorable where'd you get that?" I rubbed my fingers down the side

"It's my mother's she let me borrow it" I cooked

"Your mother strikes me at the kinda woman who always wears dresses and bright colors a very perky lady" he nodded happily

"That's mum to a T she loves yellow and pink pastel colors like that" I laid my head on his shoulder as he walked us ,I gave Nuk Nuk a pet good bye, and closed my door locking it

Harry was bringing us to a park

"So Harry what about your father?" I noticed he had never told me about his father

"Mm he's... opposite my mother" he twisted his hands around his stirring wheel "when I was 4 I called my mother Mummy, when I was 4 I called my father Sir when I was little my father stressed tough love but he's also alpha and rarely ever home so I stayed with my mother a lot" he shrugged

"the height of his ruling was around a time when rape was very prevalent men wanted their blood line to continue so they'd rape young girls and even married women anyone that could give birth so he was watching the streets and punishing men and well I must say he cut down the men to women ratio"

"He sounds like a general" I pouted

"He was but he had a soft spot for my mother he may have been a hard ass but my mother was his weakness he calls her his flower, his turtle dove, his angel if I cried it was 'shut that boy up' but if my mother cried who ever caused it would be in the hospital and he'd cradle her like an infant cooing sweet nothings in her ear to comfort her" I kinda smiled

"That's kinda cute I'm sure it was hell to live with but that's like a little fairy tale"

He nodded "I agree my upmost lessons were protect the den, stay strong, and your wife is your life keep her content and happy with everything you have" I rubbed his arm

"You're the cutest"

We pulled up "I may be the cutest but your the adorablest"

"That's not a word" I giggled

"I'm fully aware it's not a word I've made it up just to describe you baby girl" he smirked triumphantly

We walked around the hood of his car meeting in the middle holding hands

He put down a blanket I sat down and he sat with me he put the basket between us "my mother made the dessert but I made everything else" he handed me 2 sandwiches I gasped when it was a meat ball sub the 2 halves

"Since Nuk Nuk ate yours while I distracted you" he smiled I giggled and he pulled out juice boxes

"So your mother she knows about this... does she know of me?"

He bit his sandwich and nodded when he finished chewing he smiled "she does and she's very excited I've found my mate she whole heartedly loves you I showed her a picture of you and she says you'd make darling pups with me"

Again with the mating but I guess they really do all have that kinda mind set "you know I still haven't accepted this whole mate thing" I reminded him

"Yes but I've not disappointed you have I princess?" He had me there

"You're right" I admitted

As we ate we talked about stuff just whatever we could think of

"okay but Nuk Nuk gets to lick you but I can't" Harry whined

"He doesn't lick me" I shrugged

"Oh really I smell him on you" he crossed his arms

"You're jealous of a dog" I laughed

"I'm a wolf So no I'm better than a dog and we can mate" he smirked

"And still you're whining about a dog" I teased he groaned

"Cause you're mine and I wanna mark you" he whined like a dog after

"Harry I told you I'm not your ma-"

"But you arrrrrrrrrre" he exaggerated "let me mark Please Please" he put his head in my shoulder whimpering

I sighed "if I let you mark me will you relax on the whole mating thing?" He nodded rapidly

"YES baby girl I promise!" He agreed I sighed

"Yeah okay" I nodded he licked his lips

"Visible or not?"

"Whatever I don't care" I shrugged

He grabbed my neck a tad forcefully he kissed my neck sucking he dragged his teeth the sharpness gave me shivers I gasped grabbing his wrist

He pulled away and I'm sure he'd sucked hard enough to have drawn blood I looked at him a little shocked and a tad bit too turned on for my own good

I gasped when he pulled the mesh shirt up and pulled down my tank top and bra he attached his lips to my chest awfully close to my n*pple

I grabbed his hair "Harry" I whimpered he bit this time his teeth didn't puncture my skin but I'd have a very pretty bruise I moaned unable to stop it

He pulled away licking his teeth and lips he looked me in the eyes and his normally pastel green eyes were forest green

"Mm I see you liked that" he crawled over me some I put my hand on his chest and covered my nearly completely exposed boob

"Harry no please don't" I panicked I was in public and I was conflicted I wanted more god did I want more but I didn't wanna comply to being his mate

His eyes changed they lightened he backed off

"Im sorry princess I didn't mean to frighten you your blood and the noises had me extremely satisfied for a moment then when I pulled away I wanted more but I'm sorry I'll control myself better" he nodded

I put my hand on my neck and touched my new hickey I blushed and looked at my lap "I wanna go home... Please" he nodded and got up picking everything up with no hesitation

"as you please princess I never make you stay" he helped me up "would you like me to leave after I drop you off"

"no you can stay I-I do want someone to hold"

he smiled widely "that's what I'd hoped you'd say"