Suicidal

Rooftop

Lee Yoonji

It's really beautiful.

I was looking in the sky. They really amazed me. It gives me peace.

I ditched my class again and decided to just spent my time here at the university's rooftop.

Actually it's my 5th time not attending my classes. I only come when I want to. I won't get surprised if I failed those subjects.

Yeah, subjects. That many.

It's actually 3:50pm and I still have 10mins until the bell rings, signaling the school is ended. I'll just have to wait.

I really like looking in the sky and forgetting for awhile.

I was lying on the ground while looking at the sky. It's color orange with a touch of blue. And the clouds looks like a cotton candy. It's really mesmerizing.

My eyes landed on the balcony.

I think I can seat there.

I stood up and went to the rooftop's balcony. I saw that I can really seat there. Or maybe stand.

When I reached it, I swung my right leg and supported my body with my hands. And I did the same with my  another leg. After finding a perfect view, I sat there comfortably.

I looked ahead and saw a never ending orange and blue hues. It was really beautiful.

There's no picture that can justify how beautiful the sky is.

A gentle breeze blown and I closed my eyes, feeling the breeze. I breathe deeply.

I really like this. Peaceful.

I really like high places. It makes me feel free. Free from everything.

Even if just for awhile. I really like it.

It's just a temporary escape, but I cherished it.

*RRRRIIINNNGGGG

I open my eyes and the sky is still beautiful with the orange and blue color.

The school ended already. I looked down from where I am and saw the students with there friends.

One thing I like on high places is looking down from it. People look like ants. The difference is ants are the same color, while people always wear fancy clothes.

I look to the sky again. The sky's color became a little dim, but you can still feel the warmth of the sun. It also became a bit windy here on the rooftop.

Should I go home?

Maybe I should eat before going home?

Or should I wait when there's no one around before I go?

But I feel hungry. I only ate a cream bun, earlier.

I'll just eat before being home.

I look to the sky the last time. Remembering how it looks like.

We will meet again, cherished sky. Then slowly get up.

I was about to stand when a voice shouted.

'NO!' It startled me, and gripped my hands to the pavement. I almost slipped! Good thing, I didn't stand fully that's why I balanced myself.

My eyes automatically landed on the rooftop's door. And I saw a blonde guy on the entrance door.

He looked terrified, just like how my face looked right now.

'What are you doing?!' He asked me. His eyes reflects shock and panic.

I only looked at him, shaken inside.

What the hell!?