Suicidal

Plan

Park Jimin

'She did that?' Namjoon-hyung asked.

We're at the cafeteria, on our usual spot. I told them what happened yesterday. And these people only laughed at me.

'Hyung! That was funny!' It's Jungkook and he's holding his stomach while laughing. I glared at him.

'Jungkook, I swear I will punch you if you don't stop.' Then Hobi-hyung draped his right arm on my shoulder.

'Aish Jiminie, don't be like that. We're sorry, but it's really funny.' Then he laughed again.

'Aish! Hyung! I almost died!' I whined.

'Well, what did you see?' I looked at Yoongi-hyung when he asked.

'I saw her pulling something on her pocket. I think it's a knife.' I said.

'You think?' Taehyung asked. I looked at him across the table.

'Well, I'm not sure. I really got scared.' I scratched my neck.

'Aigoo~! You just assumed things! You don't have any proof.' I looked at Jin-hyung which is beside Taehyung. I just looked down pouting.

'Well, what do you plan now?' I looked at Namjoon-hyung beside me.

'Plan?' I asked. He nodded.

'Yup, plan. Are you going to ignore her now? After the prank she did yesterday?' I just looked at my food.

I don't know. I want to stop concerning myself on her, but every time I try to stop her image pops out on my mind.

Especially her eyes. Her eyes holds something that I can't decipher. All I know is there's more beneath her blank mask.

As I looked at the cafeteria's entrance, I saw her walking. And she's having that face again. The face of being fake.

I don't know but I feel that's not the real her. That's not the real Yoonji.

'Jimin-ssi.' I looked at Taehyung.

'Uh?' I asked him.

'You're spacing out.' He said. I looked at where Yoonji is and looked at my food.

Her expression always bothers me. She's very intimidating and that really scares me.

But when I saw her standing on the rooftop while looking lost at the sky, made me think twice. I don't really get myself, but she looked a lost lamb in my eyes that moment.

It just changed when she looked and  threatened me of the thing that I don't know.

'So, Jimin. Do you have a plan?' Namjoon-hyung asked again. I looked at him.

'Is it okay, if I talk to her again?' I asked them.

'You still want to talk to her?' Jungkook asked and I slowly nodded. Taehyung drop his chopsticks and hugged himself and looked at me.

'You're serious?' I nodded. 'That scares me.' Then he picked his chopsticks again and it fast while shaking his head.

'I don't know Jimin if it's a good idea.' Jin-hyung said and I looked at him.

'Well, let him be.' All of us looked at Yoongi-hyung. 'If that's his decision, then let him be. Let him try to talk to her again. Then let's see where this will lead.' Then he continued eating. Namjoon-hyung tapped my back.

'Well, we're here to support you.' He said.

'Aigoo... Our Jiminie is a man now.' Jin-hyung said.

'Yeah... Hyung really looked weak everytime I see him. Good job of being a man now.' Jungkook said while patting my head. I glared at him.

'Stop it or I'll really smack you.' Then all of them laughed.

We continued eating and talked about anything. I looked the place where I saw Yoonji earlier.

I hope everything will be fine. And I hope I got a chance to talk to her again.