Suicidal

Phone

"Maybe you'll be like her."

Lee Yoonji

I sighed and looked up. The sky is a bit gloomy. It's white and gray.

Weird. It looks like what I feel.

I closed my eyes and let the wind blew my short hair.

Maybe the sky is the only one who understands me.

I'm at school now.

At the rooftop, to be exact. Leaning on the fence.

It's lunch time and I don't feel like eating anything today. I'll just wait until the bell rings.

Well, I have Mr. Lee Jong Suk's class after lunch. I'm curious on what he will say again that's why I'm attending.

Well, I need distractions too. Believe it or not but I've been attending my classes since morning.

I'm just waiting for the bell to ring.

I sat on the ground and leaned my back on the fence.

Maybe? I can be like her? What am I? A freaking clone?

I looked at the sky and heaved a sigh.

I wonder if I will ever know what I like.

I closed my eyes.

What will you do Yoonji?

I was in deep thoughts when I heard the rooftop's door opened. I looked at the door's direction.

A blonde guy came out from it and he looked like he was looking for something. I just rolled my eyes and closed it again.

Why do I always see him?

I heard his slow footsteps. I was going to ignored it but it feels like he was walking towards me. I exhaled a heavy breathe.

Ignore it Yoonji.

'Umm... L-lee Yoonji-ssi...' I heard his voice. My lips twitched.

What now?

I slowly opened my eyes and noticed the Puma shoe's. I looked up and he was standing beside me. He was looking at me. I didn't talk. I also stared at him.

I noticed that he was fidgetting. You won't really noticed it but I have keen eyes. He's quite nervous.

What's wrong with this guy? Didn't he get what I said the last time?

'Why?' I said and he flinched a little.

Well, I just used my authorative voice. It means, I just used my pissed off voice.

'I'm here to... Give you this.' Then he handed me something familiar. I frowned when I saw it.

My phone?

'You forgot it in my house. I'm here to give it back.' He stretched his arms, gesturing for me to take the phone. And I did.

I looked at the black phone that I was holding.

Oh, right. I'm so busy distracting myself that I didn't even noticed that I don't have my phone with me.

I pushed it on my hoodie's pocket.

'Thanks.' I muttered then closed my eyes.

I heard his footsteps. I thought he left but I got startled when I heard him sighed loudly.

I opened my eyes and I saw him leaning on the fence, five steps away from me. I frowned at him.

Why is he still here?

He looked at my direction. He gave me an unsure smile.

I just gave him my resting bitch face.

'Can you leave?' I said.

'Can't I stay?' I raised my eyebrow to him.

'I came here first.' I said.

'This is school's property.' He said.

'You should leave.' He smiled at me.

'I have every right to be here.' I stood up.

'Fine. I'll leave.' I was about to walk past him but suddenly he blocked my way.

'Okay. Fine, I'm sorry. I'll leave.' He said. I just looked at him.

'Good.'  I went back to my place.

Finally! I can take my nap.

I sat and closed my eyes. I just closed it but I still being cautious if he still there.

I heard footsteps.

One. Two. Three. Four. Five.

And a pause. And then I heard his footsteps walking away and a door closing.

I opened my eyes and I noticed a sandwhich and a chocolate milk drink near my legs.

I saw a note on top of the bun.

"Don't skip meal.
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