Multifandom Imagines/Preferences

Forever- Stanley Uris

Slight Angst, mentions if suicide/self harm, possibly triggering, language. Little steamy in a flashback.

As I rolled back into the town of my childhood, I couldn't help but be overwhelmed by feelings, I mean, I was here cause of the return of IT, and jut seconds before I had gotten a call saying Stanley had tried to kill himself, and was now in the hospital, on the verge of death.
I pulled my Pinto in front of Stanley's families temple.
I pushed open the doors, the memories came flooding back.
I sat next to Richie as Stanley gave his speech at his bar mitzva. Stanley and I made direct eye contact, and even though he was giving a speech basically blaming the adults of Derry for all of the things going wrong, I still felt butterflies.
I shook those memories form my mind, as I walked further into the temple. I went up to the front, and I felt myself kneeling, and joining my hands in prayer.
"I don't know who's up there, cause I'm not Jewish, but I know you're still listening. Let him live, let Stanley Uris live. He deserves it, although I haven't seen him for many years, I still wish him the best. I, myself haven't found love well, my husband and I had two beautiful children, and then divorced earlier on this year, but Stanley did have love, but then he lost it. I just want him to live and I want to deadbeat the evil in this town so I can move my children here, away form their father, and I want Stanley Uris to be a part of my life." I felt myself tear up, and I wiped my eyes. 
I stood from my kneeling position and began to head out the doors. I got back in my Pinto, and started it. My hands slammed against the steering wheel, as sobs wracked my body.

When I busted through the opening, finding Stanley with a woman biting his face, I couldn't contain my anger. I yelled as I ran for it, ripping her teeth from Stanley's face. Stan gasped for air, as the woman retreated. Stanley began to yell and cry, but I just pulled him into a hug.
"We'd never leave you behind, we love you Stan, I love you."

I finally contained myself and began to drive, past everything. Finally making it to where I was told to meet everyone.
I was early, so I stood, and looked around, admiring the birds just like Stan used to do.

"Stan! Look!" I shouted. Stan looked over and smiled, two turtle doves put their beaks together, showing affection.
"Maybe it's a sign you know?" Stan said.
"What?" I asked.
"Maybe it's a sign of togetherness," he reached for my hand, intertwining our fingers. "Remember in the sewers when you told me you loved me? Did you really mean it?" Stanley asked.
"Of course! I love you."
"I love you too." He replied. He smiled at me, and leaned it, pecking my lips very lightly.

"I love you." I whispered.
"Who do you love?" I jumped. I looked over, seeing the Losers club, including Stanley, who had just asked me who I loved.
"You're alive!" I cried. I ran to him, hugging him to tight, I couldn't tell where my chest began and where his ended. I pulled away, not noticing how tears had run down my face.
Stan smiled, and used his thumbs to wipe away the tears.
17 right here ⬇️
"Stanley, I have to move away." I cried, looking down at my sneakers. The Losers club had already split up, but I tried to keep Stan and I's  relationship going strong.
"I understand." I looked up shocked. No, 'Don't leave, I'll marry you, so you can stay.' Or 'Stay with me, please.' He just understood.
This only made me cry harder, and Stan pulled me in for a hug, kissing the top of my head.
"I cant live without you, I love you. I want to be with you, but I can't. I wanna stay, love you forever, hold you in my arms, call you mine, but I can't. I want you Stan." I cried. Stanley pulled me up by my chin, I could see the tears in his own eyes. For one blissful moment, he leaned in. The kiss was passionate, and I felt my heat melt. Stans hands wandered until they reached the back of my thighs, and he picked me up, wrapping my legs around his waist. I continued to kiss him, and began to undo his shirt, his soft delicate skin rubbing against my own-

"I am alive, and I missed you." Stan said.
"I missed you too." I was muffled by his hair.  I pulled back, last time I saw him was right before I moved away and was pregnant. (Plot twist) he knew about, cause I told him, of course. Now I had 3 children in all.
Before I knew what was happening, I leaned up and kissed him.
After I pulled away, I whispered in his ear, "I wanna move back here, bring my kids here, and be with you, forever ." Stan smiled.
"Sure, I like the sound of forever."