Beauty From The Pain. (On-Going)

CHAPTER 4

A/N: And here's my cutie bunny pie KANG DANIEL of WANNA ONE. *0*

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AMARA'S POV

Gustong-gusto kong matigil itong paninikip ng dibdib ko lalo na 'tong pag-iyak ko. Dahil hindi ko kinakaya habang palayo ako ng palayo sa kanila. Sa sitwasyon ko ngayon parang gusto ko nang talikuran ang buong mundo.

Pero alam ko namang hindi ko rin magagawa 'yon dahil may pamilya pa akong nagmamahal sa akin ng totoo. Hindi ko sila pwedeng idamay. I am not that selfish, just because of what they did to me.

'3 years isn't enough, Miguel. But, fooling me around with my best friend? That's not fair.'

He did something dreadful to me. A dreadful that involves my fear and happiness. Natatakot na akong maging masaya to the point na pati sa mga simpleng bagay lang na kinatatakutan ko, napalitan na ng isang seryosong usapan.

I am scared. He made me scared to face everything. 

'Yong mga nakakakita sa akin sa condominium na ito, hinahayaan ko. Hindi ko pinapansin, hanggang sa tuluyan na akong nakaramdam ng hiya sa kanila kasi nakikita nilang namumugto na ang mga mata ko, kaya mas minabuti ko nang yumuko na lang at naglakad ng mabilis para makalabas na dito.

I didn't get the chance to attend my class and just chose to headed in my parent's company. In Lua Enterprises.

Before entering the building, I still managed to fix myself. I fake a cough and cleared my throat so that they will not noticed what happened to me. I also put some concealer under my eyes and a light lip stick.

Nag-mukha pa rin naman akong presentable kaya bumaba na ako ng kotse at saka pumasok na, nginitian ko ang guard na sumalubong sa akin sa entrance.

"Good morning po, Ma'am Amara."- he greeted me, lowering down his head.

Hindi ko na siya sinagot at tanging pag-yuko na lang rin ang ginawa ko. Marami akong nakakasalubong na nakaka-kilala sa akin dito sa kumpanya nila Mommy at ngiti lang ako ng ngiti sa kanila. Hindi halos ng nagta-trabaho dito ay kilala ako, 'yong iba namu-mukhaan lang at ang iba naman kilala na ako kaya binibigyan respeto nila ako kapag pumupunta dito.

I saw my Dad's secretary in her own cubicle, that made me walked straight to her place. 

"Hey."- I said normally, but, it just made her flinched and got up from her seat.

"G-Good morning, Ma'am Amara.. W-What can I do for you, Ma'am?"- parang gulat na gulat talaga siya kasi inayos-ayos niya pa ang salamin niya.

'She's a weird nerd.'

"Sila Mommy?"- I asked. She glanced at her wrist watch and looked back to me.

"They are in their office, Ma'am. Kakatapos lang po ng meeting nila."- she answered politely.

"Okay."

"Samahan ko na po kayo."- bago siya sumunod sa akin, tinawagan niya muna sa telepono sila Mommy at sinabing nandito ako.

Hinayaan ko siyang samahan ako hanggang sa makarating kami ng office nila. Upon leading me to their room, she lowered down her head once again, before leaving. That's the moment I saw Mommy and my Dad, they seemed frustrated, but, when they saw me, those knots on their foreheads disappeared.

"Oh, hi, dear. What brings you here? Hindi ka ba pumasok?"- Mommy welcomed me with her arms as she kissed me on my cheek. I also made my way to my Dad's desk to give her a peck.