My School Life

Chicken

"t-tae?"

He looked at me, suddenly attacking me with a hug, his arm around my neck. I flinched, a bit traumatized under his touch.

" I am sorry y/n. I am being a chicken. A selfish stupid chicken." I frowned.

" W-what are you trying to say?"

His body tenses up as he speak. " I knew it was all my fault you threw the bracelet away. It was all because I called you slut right?  Tell me y/n. Tell me it was all because of me. " He whispered. His voice was quavering, as if he's been longing to say this.

That statement was half-true though.  I slightly nodded. He pushed me, to look into my eyes. His brown orbs were glistening with tears that were threatening to fall. I felt so bad. "I-it's okay -"

" - no, it is not okay." He cut. " I want you to know y/n, I didn't mean a word I'd said. " He says, voice so deep I could have melt.  However... " What do you mean, you don't mean calling me a slut?"

He sighed, sitting down at the side of the bed, facing me. " As I just said, I am a chicken. I got scared alongside getting to know you, I got scared when I see you close with other boys, and I got scared acknowledging you going out in the middle of the night wearing such a short outfit." He said, indicating 'that' night. The night he called me slut and I ran away from Jin's house.

" What are you trying to say kim taehyung?" I breathed out helplessly. I felt so confused right now.

" I am so scared now y/n. I am scared to love again" tears are now dripping down his soft cheeks. " I love you y/n..."

My heart stopped. Literally and my cheeks were heating up. Rush of adrenaline were running through my whole body, to my head - an excitement I couldn't even describe. I break the eye contact, looking down shyly. I don't even know what to say at this moment.

" That night, I got so mad. No, not with you. I am mad with myself. I kept thinking, what if something happened to you, what if Jin hyung didn't found you? Or what if Jin started to like you? I was scared something bad happened to you... " He stopped, slightly touching my chin, pushing my head up so that I am looking at him in the eyes.

" It was all about you from the beginning y/n. I thought if I could make you mad with me, and kept you away from me, I could forget you. With the thought this is just my imagination. But you were crying y/n... I felt so horrible. You with jungkook, you running away with him... It worsened. I couldn't even talk to him normally." Tears non stop flowing down his cheek.

" Tae..." I cooed, touched by his words. Slowly, I hold his hand that's at my chin and hold it in both my small one's. " I am sorry..."

" It's all my fault.. "

"No, it is not." I smiled. " Stop crying, you make me feel so bad " I wiped away his tears using my thumb. " I love you y/n"  I was lost for words. It was filled with pure sincerity.  I knew it.

Just so suddenly,  he started to lean in closer. I can't  seem to move under his gaze, completely stunned.

His warm breathe were fanning my upper mouth,  when  I remembered  that stupid incident...

Does you possibly thought I really like you? " He laughed, " or love you?" he eyed me down disgustingly. 

Does he actually love me?

At reflex, I pushed him in the chest with all my might making him fell down the bed.  " ah ouch..." he groaned, rubbing his butt. Omg, what have I done?  Why does I kept messing things up?

As he tried to stand back up,  I quickly slide down the blanket,  pulling it above my head making sure I was wrapped like a cocoon and turning around so that my back is facing him. This is damn embarrassing.

Then the air was awfully quiet. Way worse than being told off. I heard him sigh after a while. " I am sorry again y/n"  he breathed out. " I often does things without even thinking about your feelings..."  suddenly, the upper side was being latched, that it only reveals my head. I grip on the blanket so that he won't be able to see my face. I am so not ready. I am so embarrassed I could have died.

Clenching my eyes tight, I felt his hands on my forehead,  clearing it from all the messy hair. " get well soon"  he whispered,  before I could feel his lips met my skin. Argh he is killing me!! I waited until the sound of the door closed being heard. Immediately I removed the blanket away with a gasp.

Ahh this couldn't  be real!!! Slowly, I lay back down. Is this a dream?  " OUch"  I squeaked,  as I tried to pinch myself.

No, it isn't a dream...

A/n

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