The door opened.
"Where we're you!?"
"...not tonight y/n"
"No, we're talking about this now. Where the fuck were you!" you punched him and he growled at you
"I said not to-fucking-night!" he grabbed you and yelled then he let you go walking off to the room you both shared.
I thought when you fell in love things were supposed to be easy, that everyday you'd have a smile on your face waking up next to the person you love the most. That you'd feel loved each and everyday, that your feel safe. I'm in love......but I feel alone, I'm sad, I cry myself to sleep every night...I never thought it would come with all this pain....I never thought there would be so much heartache.....I thought it would be a wonderful feeling to experience....but now....I'm not so sure.
You followed behind him your glare returned and you stormed into the room.
"Your not walking away from this I'm tired of you doing this fucking shit to me!!" you yelled
"What shit!?! I just came home and I'm tired leave me the fuck alone y/n!" he yelled back at you
"Tired of doing what G!!!" you yelled getting angrier and angrier
"It's none of your damn business" he growled glaring at you
"When did it stop being my business, we're in a relationship G!"
"And I'm starting to fucking regret it, you think I like coming home to hear you fucking screaming in my head!!!! I'd be better off with another girl then you right now" he said bitterly
His words was like a stab to the heart and your anger slowly began to leave and instead came sadness.
"Take that back...." you growled
"Take it fucking back!!" you started hitting him
He pushed you away roughly making you fall to the ground. You both held the same look once you two looked at each other but then yours fell and you got up running out the room while slamming the door.
Your arguments had been going like this for a few months and it got worse and worse. Your voices would get louder and louder and soon....it turned physical...more on your side, G held back.
This isn't what I wanted....I wanted us to be happy, to make each other happy, not hurt each other not like this, I hate this. What happened to all those times before, when he'd hug me, kiss me, make feel safe, make me actually feel like I was loved.....why did he change...why did we?....is it my fault....have I been doing something wrong?
You sat on the couch and your tears slowly fell from your face. You covered your mouth before a sob could escape and you took a breath and wiped your face. You laid on the couch and fell asleep there for the night.
You woke up and sat up...you saw the bedroom door open, you got up and head into the kitchen you had a slight headache and needed to take some aspirin . You knew G wasn't home this is what he'd always do. Come home late at night and then disappear in the day I would never see or hear him leave so you never knew what he was up to and he refused to tell you.
"I need to take a walk" you said to yourself
After bathing and getting dressed you left out the doors locking it behind you. It was a bit chilly in the air, it was fall after all. The leaves looked pretty in the sunlight and scattered on the ground...but to bad you couldn't enjoy it with G...it seemed less beautiful without him.
You took a breath and let it out trying to relax your tensed muscles. You saw birds flew by singing their song and the other people and monsters that walked down the street talking. You ended up walking further than you had planned to and then you spotted G. You were gonna walk up to him but stopped yourself you stayed frozen in your place...you remembered last night's fight....if anything every night was a fight. You just stood there....unsure of what to do...scared....
