Let's see, it's been awhile since I've really dug into the feels and you guys are ready for this, so let's see what I can do *cracks knuckles*.
-----FORGOTTEN-----
Gasp!-
Each breath hurt. God! how it hurt to breathe, to live, to feel.
Everything was painful
.....
I stood on the side looking at the sky as the clouds formed each weird little shape. If I looked hard enough I could see a dog and a heart. I glanced over to my friends, Sans and Papyrus. They were having a fun little conversation that escalated more with each pun sans told.
"AGHH!" I finally heard Papyrus scream. Seems like he finally reached his limit with sans for today.
I walked over to them away from the vending machine I was standing next to. I interrupted their fun little arguement with a smile.
"What's going on over here?" I asked
"NOTHING BUT SANS HORRIBLE JOKES!" Papyurs frowned
I look over in sans direction but I see as his gaze falls elsewhere, anywhere but me. I then look over at Papyrus.
"Did it feel like pun-ishment?" I snickered as Papyrus glares at me.
"I EXPECTED BETTER FROM YOU Y/N!" papyrus complains and walks ahead of us.
I however noticed how sans didn't laugh...he didn't react to me at all. He began walking behind of Papyrus and started another conversation with him as they walked.
I stood there for a moment and looked back up at the clouds. I did this often, not because I liked cloud watching, but because it helped me hold back my tears.
I was not ignorant about his cold and indifferent attitude towards me. He was distant and always kept his distance. If I asked him if I upset him he'd say no, wonder why I'd think that. If I asked him if we were still friends, he'd say of course as if it was a strange and silly question.
Was he pretending again?
There were moments sans would pretend, to avoid talking about something that displeased him. I've dealt with these moments many times before, but usually he'd open up. It wasn't as often, but he usually did at least.
I stopped looking at the sky when I heard Papyrus call out for me. I must of spaced out a little too long. I ran to catch up with them and we began walking again. I want to believe it's all in my head but, I don't think so. At least, this pain in my chest, the pain I feel in my soul says otherwise.
I glanced at sans. Papyrus stood in between us as we walked. Sans looked forward with his typical lazy grin and let out a soft yawn. I decide to strike up a small conversation with him.
"It's pretty early in the day to be yawning, don't you think?" I smiled gently
"....what can I say, I'm bone-tired" he said almost dryly
I bit my lip. If Papyrus didn't notice it I did. That brief hesitation and the words that came after was only directed towards Papyrus.
