//GLASS//
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I want to throw up-
I couldn't stand it, I cant stand myself or these feelings.
I want to throw up-
It was a churning that filled my heart and wanted to spill over, all of that disgust and guilt just kept bubbling over, it all wanted to come out.
I feel so sick-
Judge me
Scorn me
Hate me
What was I supposed to do? Life wasn't easy. It wasn't easy for any adult or a 6 year old child.
I made my choice, but why did I have to feel so much regret now. Why did it have to hurt now, why did I have to see this....
All for what?
......
I ran as fast as my feet could take me
If only I..
I could hear them catching up behind me. I wouldn't let them catch me, not now.
If only I had just...
I ran into a dead end, it was just a wall. I looked around and saw a curtain. I dove under it and hid quietly as I pressed my back against something cool.
There was a sudden soft glow of light behind me and I turned around not expecting what I saw. It was a monster he looked to be about the same height as me.
We both stared at each other with blank looks until we heard a noise.
I stiffened and kept silent hearing their shoes clack against the floor.
"Are you sure she came this way?"
"I saw the brat turn in this direction, theres no where else she can be I'm sure she's hiding somewhere around here"
I listened gripping my arm tightly as they walked around , passing by the curtain ever so often.
Until a footstep stopped right in front of it.
"What's behind the curtain?"
"Oh that, that's the new exhibit"
"New huh? You don't think shes hiding behind there do you?"
"There? No way, we'd know if she was, that thing is pretty violent, shed probably be screaming by now"
The fittstep walked away and the breath I dont know I was holding let out.
"....let's go, shes probably not here"
I waited a moment until it sounded like they left, then I looked back at the cage behind me. The monster stared at me and I at him.
