Fresh Start

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ASPENS POV:

"EMMA DID WHAT?!" I basically yelled. No way did she do that. You can't just take a risk like that into your own hands. That's not how it works. Emma and Kate both looked at me, Emma with fear and Kate with concern.
"Emma you can't just go ahead and do that! You know what can happen! And it wasn't yours to tell!" I said sternly to her. I was borderline mad, but worried too.

But deep down. Here I was. I was finally able to see my best friend again. But the price was she found out, So was I really mad?

"I'm sorry aspirin. But I needed to see Kate again! She's been in a horrible state." Emma said

"Right here guys..." Kate said rolling her eyes.

"Don't deny it." Emma said.

"Fine." She responded. "I'm sorry."

"Not it's not your fault I get it you were so confused and yes I know the risk of telling you but think of it this way aspen! She's now aware of what might come about, it could be better." Emma said to me her eyes pleading for me to understand.

I wanted so badly to be mad, but I couldn't. Emma made a fair point. She is now aware. And I get to see Kate again.

"How are we going to tell the boys, especially Daniel." I asked

"Well that was Emma's idea. Remember? It's still really early let's take a flight to Nashville and surprise them. It will be worth it I promise! And Daniel will understand I know him!" She said begging.

My mood sort of changed. Hey maybe things were going to look up from here. Maybe crystal is out of the picture and we could go back to the way things were when your started. And this could be the start of a new chapter. I smiled.

"I don't know why this is my decision. Let's get packing!!" I squealed.

Emma Kate and I did a happy dance and we all sped off in different directions. Emma went packing I went my closet to start packing too and I think Kate went to the showers. She's needs to get back on her feet. And the shower is a good place to start.

This was great. GREAT! The only downside might be the reaction of the boys when they find out Emma told Kate... and the fact that Kate could be in a tinnnyyyy bit of danger but we are leaving for Nashville momentarily so we are good...

But hey! The bright side! I get to see my boyfriend! God I miss my jack. His smile his voice his hugs. Just being in his presence puts me in a good mood and I've gotten used to being in it all the time on tour but these last few days have been dreadful. Not to mention the guys are worried sick about Kate not eating or taking care of herself, Emma and I have been keeping them posted, Daniel is in agony not being able to help in anyway, and they keep asking to come home early but we keep saying we got this and to finish up the last couple days of tour. They grudgingly agree every time but everyone knows they all were looking forward to today. The last day of tour and the day they come home.

That's also confusing.. we are going down to surprise them for their last show and they are taking a night flight back to LA after the show ends? Wow, this going to be hectic. But a good hectic. I'm hype for tonight.

And Emma she gets to see Zach. God that boy better ask her out soon. And Kate. Beautiful kate. The look on Daniels face. I can only imagine. When he sees her. That will be a story to tell. Definitely going to be recorded.

KATES POV:

Locking myself in Jonah's room for four days has been.... cozy. I've neglected myself from eating. I didn't need to eat. I didn't need anything. I thought that not eating might take the pain away from my heart and just transfer the pain to physical pain. It didn't really work. I didn't deserve to eat. Nobody really cared to tell me anything. But aspen and Emma always knocked on the door everyday telling me things that made things easier. They didn't know it because I never responded but it helped a whole lot. I'm thankful for them. But they never told me what I wanted to hear. They never told me what actually happened.