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by lovejjong

by lovejjong

The masked man is here again.

His dishevelled hair is sticking out at some parts, and Soraru reached out a trembling hand to smooth the hair down. "thank you, sorarun," the voice was smooth and low, music to Soraru's ears. The dark-haired man sits down on a chair beside Soraru's bed, and held the other's hand. It was warm, and Soraru fights the urge to blush. "you're welcome," he replies, closing his eyes when he felt the man's lips against his brow. "why are you back?" Soraru mumbles, opening his eyes again to meet Ren's eyes. "you missed me," was the reply, and Soraru smiles at the response.
"I'm tired, Ren, I don't want to live anymore," he murmurs, and the man sighs. "are you not over Araki? Babe, you deserve so much more," the hand smoothed over Soraru's skin, rubbing the skin to soothe the other. "his friends are hurting me." "I'm sorry I can't do anything," Ren sounded genuinely concerned and sad, and Soraru managed to smile reassuringly at the other. "it's okay, I'll be fine," he says, and Ren nods. "don't you think you have to go to your classes?" Ren murmurs again, his thumb rubbing on one of Soraru's fresher scars, causing the other to wince in pain. "I'll go tomorrow," he says quietly, eyes shut tight in pain. He did not hear the response, and he opened his eyes.

To darkness.

Tears pricked his eyes and he stared down to his wrist, bleeding slightly from sheer he rubbed too harshly. He whimpered a little, pulling his blanket up to his chest as he curled into his side. He ignored the bloodstains on his blankets, and felt his pillow dampen with his tears. He felt hunger pangs in his stomach but ignored it as well, closing his eyes and pulling the blanket over his head as he tried to sleep.

Ren comes in out of nowhere and leaves me in pieces.

a/n : double but short updates
this is a chapter about what he experiences when 'ren' comes in from nowhere. i tried to portray the exact feeling, but it's hard to explain so i hope i managed to explain it correctly.
jonghyun's new album, poet I am, is coming out on 22/01 so I think I'll buy it? i don't have enough money lmao
-aru