A contracting throat,
The collapsing walls compact
My strained vocal chords
As if it were fantasy to 'relax'
An overturned look
Eyes rolling to the inside of your skull
As you claim my hyperventilating
Nothing more than null
"It's not real"
"It will go away"
Yes of course
But only if I too fade
You don't believe me
When I proclaim
It's ripping my confidence to scraps
Refusing to refrain
But then you go
And out of plain and simple stress
Lose your mind and tears
Like all the rest
You claim no one understands
That you're somehow unique
When it's all a terrible lie
I'd uncork if I'd not be weak
I actually mean it
When i declare it never halts
But you seem to think
It's all my fault
What I face isn't true
But when you do
If I forget how to respond,
Suddenly I'm beyond rude
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A/N: Um... so I got kinda mad at one of my friends and wrote this. I feel kinda bad about it now. Um... so if you know who you are, I'm really sorry. I just wrote what I was feeling. This is probably farthest from accurate and stuff. Sorry again.
