What did I even do?
I opened my chapped lips
And let only nonsense
Escape
Nothing that should've
Sent you off the
Jagged edge
Why did you
Leave me all alone
To deal with all my
Raging thoughts
That won't stop banging
In my skull
I've been abandoned
Too many times
And I never truly
Receive an answer
As to why
It only adds to
My distorted perspective
Of my reflection
I'm sick of
Feeling claws in place
Of my fingernails
And fangs instead
Of canines
But you had to leave
With no reason
And now I'm stuck
As the monster
I was so afraid to become
I won't blame you
No
I blame the nightmare;
Me
It's all my fault
The suffocating silence
That shortens my
Heavy breathing,
The way I want to
Cave in on myself
And just cry
Myself
Into oblivion
It's all my fault
I'm sorry
I was too much
Of a monster
To make you stay
I'm sorry
I'm all alone again
Perhaps the daunting voices
Will return
Because at least then
I wouldn't be deserted
And lost
A/N: Ugh, sorry it's not that good, and sorry all my poems are practically the same. I apologize deeply.
