Mistakes//Daniel Seavey

Chapter 47

"Logan I don't know im kinda scared"I heard Matthew say.

"She'll wake up soon don't worry she's fine"Logan said.

"Someone tried to kill her. Well me anyways."Matt said.

"What do you mean you"Logan asked.

"She pushed me out of the way before anything could happen"Matt said.

"So it's your fault then"Logan complained.

"No. Logan that's not how it went down she pushed me before anything could happen"Matt said defensively.

"Well she surely wouldn't be in this situation if you haven't been with her"Logan nearly yelled.

"What's going on in here"I heard my mom come in.

"I was just leaving"Matt said walking out.

"Logan what did you do"My mom asked him.

"Don't worry I didn't hurt him"Logan said and he walked away with my mom following behind.

After that whole...thing, I decided to get up. I tried to latch onto the bed before I fell because I was dizzy but failed to. I fell and hit me head on the ground.
"Great"I mumbled rubbing my head.

"Amber are you okay?"I heard Jack ask as Zach, Corbyn, and Jonah trailed behind him running.

"Well Physically No and emotionally not so much"I said sitting back on my bed from that overwhelming fall.

"Mkay so what's up"Jonah asked sitting on the bed next to me.

"I think you already know both of those answers Jonah"I said.

"Wow. Didn't even put a thought into calling me Harry Potter. Now I know something's up"He said.

"Daniel hates me and im upset about him kissing Aspen. And I nearly died last night"I said trailing off.

"Wait Daniel kissed Aspen"Jack said in a tense voice.

"Didn't you know"I asked. Jack and Jonah shook their head a but angrily.
Oh god no.
Jonah finally stood up but before he could get to the door I blocked the door.
"Move Amber"He said tensly.
"No"I said.
"Come on move"He said again.
"Your not gonna get hurt and neither is anyone else"I said.
"Im not gonna hurt him. Just angrily talk"He said trying to get past me.
"Jonah im being serious"I said.
"AND IM BEING SERIOUS MOVE AMBER"He yelled.
I was a bit shocked but I didn't move.
Jonah pushed me aside making me knock onto the ground, worse than the other fall.

"Amber im sorry I didn't me-"Jonah tried apologizing but Corbyn stopped him.
"We get it Jonah"He said as I watched Jonah sadly walk out of the room.
Jack helped me up.

"We're sorry Amber"Zach apologized.

"No it's my fault. For everything. For Daniel hating me. For Jordan trying to kill me. For Jonah pushing me. For everything I did"I said nearly crying but tears forming in my eyes.

"Can I ask you something"Jack asked.
I nodded.

"Why did you leave without saying anything. We've been worried sick for two weeks"He said.

"I've had to many problems and I figured you guys would forget me sooner or later so I left"I said.

"We'd never forget you"Corbyn said.

"And plus Amber you could have came and talked to us we'll handle our problems in person and not run away from them. You should have came to us instead of ran away"Jack said.

"I know but I wasn't in a good mindset during that time Jack I. I don't know."I said.

"Why. After all this time did you not call us we were all worried and when we told Logan we couldn't find you he freaked"Zach said.

"I didn't know what to say"I said.

"Well you could have started off by telling us what happened. We didn't even know Daniel never told us"Jack said.

"Well was that my fault"I asked.

"I actually was Amber"Jack said.

"Jack stop blaming it on her it was Daniel"Zach said.

"And how the hell would you know"Jack said a bit intensely.

"Because I do and if you gonna blame Amber for thus mess you can go"Zach said pointing to the door.

"LAST TIME I CHECKED YOU DIDN'T OWN ME"Jack yelled now standing face to face with Zach.

"LAST TIME I CHECKED YOU DIDN'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO TALK TO A BANDMATE LIKE THAT"Zach yelled.

"OKAY STOP, STOP IT"I said getting between them pushing them both.

"Can we all just calm down please"I asked gently.

"HOW CAN WE CALM DOWN WHEN THIS BAND IS IN THE VERGE IF BREAKING ALL BECAUSE WE MET YOU. IF WE NEVER HAVE MET YOU NEVER HAVE BEEN ALIVE LIFE WOULD BE WAY SIMPLER"Jack yelled at me before storming off. Zach left too. Corbyn stared in shock.
I cried while running into the bathroom.
"No Amber don't do it. He didn't really mean it"He said as I ran in there.
I slammed the door shut and locked it.
I grabbed the razor blade that my mom had in the pack
"No no Amber please don't"Corbyn said from behind the door trying to pry it open.

I just kept crying with the blade in my hand.
"COME ON AMBER"He yelled now aggrivated still trying to open the door.
I sat in the door crying, thinking about what Jack said 'LIFE WOULD BE WAY SIMPLER'.
Would it be simpler? Without me here without problems?.

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I silently sat on my bed everyone down stairs then Matt walked in.

"Hey how you felling"He asked sitting next to me.
I sighed "Well Jack hates me Daniel hates me Zach won't talk to me plus Jack practically wants me to die"I said.
"He what"Matt asked nonchalantly.
"Never mind but can I tell you something"He asked.
"Sure"I replied.
"I have been wanting to tell you something for a long time but you were with Daniel. Amber I. I love you"Matt said.
Before I could say anything else his lips were on mine.
I pulled away seeing Daniel there.
Daniel walked away sadly.
"No Daniel"I said.
I got off the bed but Matt grabbed my wrist.
"Im sorry"He said as I nodded.

"Daniel"I said walking down stairs going after Daniel as he's about to go out the door.

He left. I don't know where he is.

I kept walking and walking til it was almost nightfall. Then I spotted him sitting in the grass.

"Daniel!"I yelled. He didn't look at me didn't even dare move.

"Daniel"I said his name again.

"Just leave Amber just leave you've done enough damage"He said his voice horse.

*Hey guys hope you enjoyed that chapter thx to nicccoleg for helping me on thus one. This is part 1 part 2 coming tomorrow may not be able publish early bc I have an interview. Imma stop talking now bc u guys don't care. But thanks for reading*