RDJ Imagines

Loss

Sad imagine
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Robert's POV

I sat in the waiting room by myself. My head was in my hands, as my elbows rested on my knees.

I hoped everything was going well. I was late to get here due to filming I had to complete.

I sighed, and looked up when I heard someone walk in the room.

It was the doctor.

"Mr. Downey?" He began, his face was a little blank.

"Yes?" I said, getting up from my seat. "Is everything ok?"

"Your wife gave birth to a wonderful, and healthy baby boy." He said, and a smile spread across my face. "But..."

"But what?" I said, my smile slowly fading.

"Unfortunately, your wife didn't make it." The doctor said. "I'm sorry..."

My heart sank. I couldn't believe that. I just couldn't.

"No." I shook my head. My eyes began to water.

"I'm sorry Mr. Downey."

"Is that all you can say! Huh!?" I yelled, tears flowing down my face. Other people stopped and looked in our direction.

I walked past him, and went towards the room. I looked through the glass, and saw her lifeless body on the bed.

I quickly opened the door, and walked in.

"Sir! You can't be in here right now." One of the nurses said, but I ignored her. I walked over to my wife, and looked at her.

I held her cold hand, and kissed it.

"Come on baby, wake up..." I said. "Please wake up..." More tears came.

"Sir, please--" The nurse said.

"Why won't you try to help her instead of trying to get me out of here!" I yelled at them.

"We tried to help Mr. Downey, just please--" The doctor began to say.

"Then try again! Keep trying!" I yelled, my anger and sadness mixed together. The doctor tried to pull me back, but I pushed him away.

I put my hands on her chest and tried to get her heart started again. I felt arms on my own, and I was pulled back away from her body.

"Y/N!" I cried out, as I was being taken away by security. "Baby please!"

I was taken to the hallway. They closed the door on me and all I could do was watch from a distance.

They took me back out to the waiting room, and let me go. I continued to cry as I looked back and finally understood my love won't be with me anymore.

Time skip...

I walked down the hall where all the babies were. I looked at each child as I walked past, in the search for my son.

"Downey." I said, as I found the last name on the tag. I gave a light smile.

"Hey bud." I said, as my son squirmed and stretched in his blanket. He closed his little eyes, and yawned.

"Someone's sleepy." I chuckled. That slowly died down when I thought of earlier.

"Mom didn't make it..." I looked at him. Even just saying those words made me feel like it still wasn't true. I was just completely devastated.

"It's just you and me..." I put my hand on the glass, and I noticed he stuck his little hand out towards me. I smiled, and my eyes became watery again.

I took my hand off the glass and noticed that there was no first name. I took a minute to think of a name.

"Julian." I said. "You like that?" I looked at my son, and opened his little hand. I chuckled.

"So do I." I looked down, and sighed. "She would've liked it too."

I looked back at Julian, and I noticed he closed his eyes for a nap.

"I love you both."

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That was extremely sad. I had a tough time writing this one. Sorry for all the feels guys and it being so short.

-Duckling out ^.^