Yours Truly

vii. fallen

-X-

I watched as you watched her,
Your eyes felt so much brighter.
It looks exactly like that before,
Back when that black orbs only stared at me with so much intensity felt deep in its core.

Baby, you said we were endgame,
And in the end it was going to be you and me, that was our aim.
But why did everything became so lame?
And you of all people left me with no shame.

"Do you love me?"
You would repeatedly ask that.
And of course I would answer, "With all my heart."
But now can I ask you the same,
"Do you still love me or is it all just a game?"

There had been times I have wished to forget this love,
But my mind is certain, it's a havoc that I will forever have.
Lost in this chaos and seeking for your warmth,
But you left me in this cold night,
While I am whispering, "When will this love be right?"

I brought you heaven,
But instead you watched me suffer in hell.
I brought you the entire galaxy,
And I wish you could have just gotten me the stars to tell.

You left me broken,
But I never told you, I was long since been.
I have fallen,
And I have fallen hard.
But my heart continues to break in shards,
What will you choose, the spade or the heart, which card?

Your love consists of crumpled love letters in a jar,
Saying that you really loved me, and you wouldn't leave me apart.
Now my heart is breaking as I cried inside my car,
And I was left looking at you and her, smiling from afar.

-X-