Yours Truly

lxxxii. a new beginning

-X-

You were the soul in every
poetry I make.
You were the adorning crystals that shines upon the lake.
So wonderfully made,
So fearfully when it ends.

I am the black hole void of emotions,
Yet you screamed colors of different creations.
So lovely to see,
So lonely to be free.

My world that was once black,
Shoned with bright colors when you came back.
But I guess this drug is not forever to be intake,
All has an end no matter how much I forsake.

This forbidden love has been chaos to begin with,
And will end in chaos according to myths.

Time is running out and you only have two options,
To leave or to set me free, what will be your decision?

You looked at me and smiled,
Somehow I understood behind that sad glossy eyes.
I am glad, my love.
For this love I will treasure throughout time.

Uptil now I am still atop of mountain of questions,
Looking at the sun that shines in every destination.

That was all in the past and I breathed,
A long silence and a gust of wind,
I am finally accepting that this is the end.

Now I can sleep soundly in my bed,
Not one tear should I manage to shed.
And lately,

I did not,
not even once,
not anymore,
did I dream of you again.

-moving forward

-X-