xc. lie

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-X-

Tell me how it is,
And I would know.
If the shoe fits,
Then it's all a show.

They told me they know me,
But do they really?
The smiles I give stings like a bee,
Like it would kill me to simply say "I'm fine, silly."

Cornered between these four walls I am screaming,
Not from the pain, but because of emptiness.
Void of emotions and I felt myself sinking,
In a place full of nothings yet covered with darkness.

Anxiety is my friend, loneliness is my companion,
The mirror is my enemy and the mask is my knight.
My heart is dead, my mind is blank, but my body does function.
And yet I know everything seems just not right.

I am me, this is me.
The sky is at dawn.
I am me, this is not me.
The girl you knew is long gone.

-X-

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